..memories land..

2008-12-17T23:54:00.001+08:00

I AM BACK FROM TAIWAN.and mummy thinks i m like a wastrelllll!!

but the problem is the stuff there are like cheap really cheap.singapore is terrible.always charging people high prices.i love taiwan and hate singapore for that...
i shall update more tmr or someday.tiredd.....

2008-11-30T13:53:00.008+08:00

4.761 at CLARKE QUAY

finally after everyone is done with A's and everything on hand, we finally metttt.ommg.a time of fun and laughter (at meiyi once again) had bah kut teh then we walked around.IT WAS JUST A PURE GATHERING.NOTHING MORE THAN A GATHERING (: after walking aimlessly around the mall, we went to CLINIC.none of us was sick.we just went to drink.kahhwee had an allergy attack the previous night so cant drink :( nevermind.the ambience was kinda cool :) before we say bye we sang sinee a birthday song.like loudly:)

presenting....KOK MEI YI

SORRY RACHEL!

SINEEEEEEeeeee : ))

5.huiting's birthday surprise

this planning almost killed tessa.many misunderstanding but we were glad that we still manage to give huiting 3 surprises.we went over to her place around noon.she was surprised i guess.we bought her mincemeat noodles for her breakfast but she was too full to consume anything.then we played psp with her brother to drag time while waiting for tessa the second surprise and yixuan the third:))birthday card and UNO card session with her super hyper brother.haha.it was a match between tessa and him i think.then off we go to J8 then i left for sinee's chalett :)

PRESENTING HUITING'S BROTHER:

2008-11-30T00:17:00.006+08:00

alright.it is time to bring this place alive again.since i m soo freeee!! okay.A's is finallyy over.actually i dont feel anything.neither happy or sad.i guess it is normal cos jessica felt the same too!!! have been playing and playing and being a wastrel like what my mummy saysss... hmmm lets see what are the more significant things that i remember

1.dantong birthday surprise
so jess me ryan met up and start to plan this surprise.bought a birthday cap.made a card....okay.i m tired to blog about the details.but nonetheless, it was a fun day and dantong's mummy is an awesome cook i must say.the food was splendid.haha.the whole dinner process was super funny right JESSICA AND RYAN!!!.

2.gwen's birthday surprise
andy and i went over to gwen's plan to surprise her!!!haha.this is rare that i will do something for a classmate but gwen is like one of the girls in SA that i will rmb.she is forever so nice and so encouraging and days in SA were made better because she understands how much i hate the school and how boring the class is :) ahha.and zach.you are a PIG seriously.!!

3.sinee's birthday surprise
met up with itchy to make the COOL GUYS birthday card.it was made based on sinee's birthday wish but apparently she didnt like it a lot so i cant do much about it.MMG bought a cake and the whole surprise was like !@#$%^&* i have no idea how to express this.but people involved you know what is going on and i concluded that : SINEE IS EASY TO TRICK : )then we played a bit till like 2 plus and then home.shagged.

SEE HOW UNGLAM HER SHOCKED LOOK IS :))

TO BE CONTINUED....

2008-07-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

sigh
2 deaths in 3 days
why are you so foolish
why must you hurt the hearts of many
you could have open up to any of them
but you chose a route that has no return
in my memories you were a very good NCC guy
although you argue with us over the usage of the area
i m sad by your dismissal
and i m shocked by your foolish act
why why why
so many tears is going to fall tmr
so many hero tears
all the boys who have been with you
through it all
what is the motto of uniform grp
one for all
all for one
you could have share
you could have talked
sigh
no matter what
time cant go back
time cant be reverse
all i can say now is
xingzhong, rest in peace
you are in safe hands now
your brothers will have you etched in their hearts
GOD will protect you
from now till ever

life is really really fragile.one moment you are there, the next you are gone.

2008-07-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

life is really really fragile
i just saw her a few months back
she was still okay
smiling and chatting with me on the bus
she looked really fine
i tot she had recovered
she hasnt
25th july night
an sms came
she left
she left behind her friends
her whole group of friends
who have seen her laughter
shared her joy and tears
at least now she is in GOD's hand
at least now she is in no more pain
memories came on the way to the crematorium
how we talk and laugh about our exam grades
sitting side by side during exams
i will have no more chance to see your smile anymore
i m sorry for being a friend who cant share your pain
you will be kept in my prayers forever
i will always remember the joy your have brought me
i will always remember the little fun we always had
thank you girl
for entering my life
i love you
no matter where you are
no matter how far you are away
you always live in our hearts.
KAIYAN.rest in peace.loves

2008-07-19T01:31:00.002+08:00

something sad
today is the 49th day since she left me
we talked about her
cheer up grandpa
we thought back about how hard she fought
i just cant stop thinking about her
everyday i will think
i miss her still
this will take a long while
she is a brave woman
i must be like her
strong willed and fighting to live each day
GRANDMA.I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE GREATLY MISS AND I LOVE YOU AS MUCH STILL...

2008-07-19T01:17:00.002+08:00

i m 18 since last week
thank you people for the wonderful surprises and love
jessica and dantong for the wonderful dinner and the BOOK that i will love dearly
and the MIA ryan for his message from switzerland
michelle for the lunchbox and balloon
gwen for the big and wonderful brownie
darrell and jan for the mini celebration together with gwen and michelle
gladys and qihui's clique for the belt (PS. ii dun use belt.hee.)
yiqi christine cindy elizabeth for the presentss
caroline for the well-designed bottle
pristine for her elephant cup
jackson for showing me his tougue piercing who made me laugh non stop
BERNICE for sharing the same birthday as me and i love you
tessa felicia jiayi yixuan natasha justine huiting for the celebration at cold rock and you people made the place HOT
samuel yixuuan huiting tessa for the fun at settlers
calvin for the chocos
761 siong aik yizhi for the kbox session and the happiness
winifred for the bear that i will hug to sleep
NOT FORGETTING ALL THE WISHES FROM EVERYONE.I LOVE ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME <33

2008-07-15T16:08:00.002+08:00

i hate hypocrites.
i hate that potato who screams and shout like no one bothers.
i hate people who are selfish
i hate people who are arrogant
i hate people in my class
why am i in such a terrible class with horrible classmates that does not bother with what is going on around the world.self-centredness.i m going to leave this school with increased amount of hatred.if time could turn back to sec 4 i promise i would study 10X harder.if time could be freeze i would want it to be frozen during the time when i was in ac where i hear laughter everywhere and anytime.where i could whine for all i care and laugh with no restrictions.
without gwen and michelle class is shit.there is nothing worth remembering.having a horrible and bad tempered CT is the worst i swear.mdm shih is so much better.although she shoots us and everything, she is awesome.even fonseka who craps lame joke is 10 thousands times beetter.my attitude has changed for the worst in front of these people who brings my blood pressure high.so friends.dun be shoccked to see me in hospital suffering from stroke because this is the life i lead.i lead a horrible life in school.to the extent that i feel like swearing all the time but i refrain cos it is gross and i will be like them!!
ROARR
CONCLUSION OF THE DAY: KAHHWEE SUCKS

2008-07-08T22:40:00.001+08:00

it has been long since i last came here to blog
an eventful holiday
happiness for 6 days in japan
relaxing entertaining and no worries
the call was heartbreaking
grandma passed on
guilty sadness overwhelmed me at that instant
i dunno what to do
tears just came rolling down my face
she left
she left with a smile
she left behind all of us
i love you grandma

this holiday is really an eventful one.happiness then sadness then stressful.i m glad that GOD let grandma leave with a smile.i understand that she has left without worries.i m lucky to be able to see her off on her last journey.she left with a smile in hope that her children and grandchildren would not be grieving over her death.she brought me wonderful memories.she taught me many things.she made me feel loved.now she is still watching over me.thank you friends for this whole month of encouragement.especially jess ryan dantong 761 yixuan pam and many many others.thanks a lot.i really needed those moral and mental support.

then came block test.screwed as usual.two weeks to finish two years worth of work.i cant whine cant complain for i have myself to blame.i was bad in time management and every other things.i need to settle down and study hard for the future tests and finally the A's.yes friends.i saw some of your blogs.i understand that you people are stress over the upcoming prelims.but no fear.for as long as you have put in your best i m sure that you all will be able to perform.no matter how hard the journey will be, it will just be another few more months and our freedom will come.then is time to celebrate and have fun.presss on okay friends : ))

2008-02-23T20:00:00.002+08:00

it was a period of crying few days back
my ah ma had 4th stage cancer
this is super sudden
i cried the moment i knew about it
who wouldnt
especially when she brought me up from young
i had to cry behind doors
for fear that my parents see me
mum is more sad compard to me
she shed tears
but i withheld
if not who is going to support her
i pray to GOD to not take grandma away so soon
let her enjoy life for a few more years
i pray to GOD to let her be happy each and every day
let her smile and leave the world if she had to
the moment i pray i end up crying harder
i dunno why
i should calm down when i prayed
that was what yx said
but the exact opposite happen to me
it doesnt matter anymore now
i pray everyday that she will be happy and that pain wont find her
i have learnt to be a stronger girl
where there is life there is hope
i must be hopeful everyday with grandma's condition
i have to be strong to dry the tears on mummy's face
KAHHWEE IS OKAY NOW^^

sometimes i wonder why is life so scary.at the moment when you are supposed to enjoy life, something struck you.why is life so full of shocks.now i just hope that everything is fine and i believe in miracles i really do.i will continue to pray for her each and everyday in my heart till the day i cant anymore.i have learnt to accept life a bit better than last time.thanks friends.thanks for all the support during this dull period of my life.although you all never really knew how i felt and how much i have suffered internally, the love that you all show me, the smses that i received is more than enough to show that you all are there for me.i really need those.without you people, i may just collapsed.

2008-02-16T15:34:00.005+08:00

i am in a happier mood these few days because i can see my grandmother recovering.she is much much better now.her random smile that day just made our day.how long has it been since i last saw her smile.she look much rosier now compared to the past weeks when she looked so pale so frail.but the illness is still torturing her sometimes.sometimes her stomach hurts after eating and she cant take heavy meals.every meal is light and small in portions.she's going for operation next week.i hope she will be fine and i prayed that god will be with him throughout^^
on lighter note

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY(although it is late, but it is the thought that counts)
was running to school that day!!!hahha.and the whole lecture theatre is so flooded with flowers balloons and laughter.it was supposed to be chapel!!
i stilll prefer the celebrations in ac compared to sa.sorry sajc.but i love my friends for giving me roses and sweets and chocos.but i hate ms yeo for giving maths test on that day!!thanks jim ziyi and meiyi for the rose that you all sent to me!loves.haha.i had lessons the whole day with only a short interval so our class spent valentine's day having lessons.i baked cookies for the class!!my first attempt baking.some turn out to be charred but my friends said it tasted okay!i m glad to hear that.haha.

met yixuan arveen and christian after school for movie (P.S i love you) the show isnt as good especially when the front part is so draggy.the last part was much touching.when the mum passed her the last letter!but it is not really a nice show.haha.plus arveen was quite noisy in the cinema.first he slept a while then he was on the phone then he said he was cold.hhaaha.saw my cousin and her friends and also keelui hannbin dallen and shibin so i gave them chocos.haha.left bout 7 plus after having our meal.haha.

went over lido to find my classmates for amere 5 mins.they were having some badae celebrations for vithya.haha.i left for marina square.went like running.bought a cake and went over to meet the rest.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VITHYA!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIONG AIK!

you are 18 already so please.hhaa.so they had dinner while i drank something.haha.thanks siong aik for footing the bill.hahhaa.i went to say hi to annabel bfore that since that insane person was at marina too.the few of us were laughing non-stop in the restaurant.all thanks to siong aik who can totally become a joker i think!!!Hhahah.it was weird for us to sing happy birthday song since the place was filled with couples.but we sang in the end.too bad siong aik!!haha.

reached my ah ma's place at bout 12 and daddy nagged a while.cos i was late for the praying session thing.haha.but i had a fun day so who cares.hahaha.thanks my friends i love you alll.A BIG HUG TO YOU ALLL!!!

oh and i got a super unglam present from jessica aaron and ryan.super unglam fotos of me.i nearly shouted when i saw it!!but thanks.i love you people^ ^

this is not the unglam PHOTO!!

anyway thanks my friends for the concern that you all gave!!i will stay strong and i will be fine!!loves

2008-02-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

tears came flowing down
not from one face but many
worryness is in everyone
but neither one shows it all
the weary feeling lies everywhere
but we have to remain strong
there are just too much happenings
much that my tears are welling up
i pray that god will take the pain away from her
i pray that she will be fine
i pray that people around her will be eased of the burden soon
all i can do now is pray and hope
remaining cheerful is part of my life now
the smile is fake though sometimes genuine
i tried to hide i tried to lied
but inside me all the feelings are true
i dunno what the outcome will be
i dare not have high hopes
for fear that i will fall hard and hit hard
i cannot take the intense pressure that is going on
my chain of thoughts are affected
so now all i do is pray
pray that there will really be sunshine after rain
hope that everything will just be the same
no more tears no more sadness but just smiles of happiness

2008-01-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

the thought of losing her is really scary
18 years of relationship is not as short as you think
her care her love her concern
her face her hands and the warmth that she gave me

much as i wish to suffer in her place i cant
much as i wish i m the one who got the illness i cant
much as i wish i wish i wish but i just cant do anything

now i can only pray that the illness does not torture her
pray that god will not take her away from me
pray that if she is really leaving let her leavee without pain

2008-01-03T23:48:00.001+08:00

school is better today because there are more lessons.
i m not a psycho or something but i rather lessons than LONG BREAKSS!!!
assembly.the new principal talk.the dance video that she showed us is damn touching.
break
maths tutorial(i dun want ms yeo and i got ms yeo (:nevermind)
civics(mr chua is still as funny)
break
clit
chem
gp
after the break was torturing.4 hours of non-stop lessons.but i m glad i survived tthrough awake!yes awake!!

went to meet jiehao after school to borrow his notes and also to study
that person is insane for he dooesnt know how to do simple maths but knows the complicated ones.
i finished my econs homework at last last last!yes.
then gp.but i think i was just scribbling.the sentences dun make sense.
daddy came to pick me up and went home.
ate a bit for dinner.then homework again.

i swear SA is becoming like a mugger school.we have exams in the 4th week which is 3 weeks from now.and almost all of the subjects covers the j1 topics.and oh please.i forgot MOST of it already so i have to start from scratch la.wth.i hate this.i tot i have another 9 weeks to enjoy before i start to revise on block test 1 but now i m afraid i cant think this way.sigh...nevermind.i must hang on.

i will blog to thank people next few posts.it takes time given my busy schedule[my timetable is filled with breaksss]

2008-01-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL SUCKS

1. the bus was freaking late and i caught a later train
2. had to run to school to ensure that i'm on time
3. the time table is really really bad
4. all homework not done
5. tests and examss sooonn SOON!!!
6. i miss ac orientation when i see the j1s
7. i almost got hit by that stupid cab[that driver is a sucker]
8. home damn early[ it doesnt suck but it is weird for me to be home at 4!!]

forget it.i hope all these will be gone after today.except for the time table which i totally cant do anything bout it but to accept it.what else.whining has been part of my life and yea people arent interested to listen to me for i always say bad things about sa.seems that kahhwee hates sa.yes i do.i really do after looking at the time table.the time arrangements are bad.teachers wise it is alright.but maths teacher i hope it is not yeo.she cant teach and she is freaking impatient and totally she cant teach.i admit she has the concepts.perhaps it is the way she carrys her words.i shall accept these new changes of 2008.but one thing i know for sure is my hatred is about there.

anyway, i have yet to set my new year resolution and summarise my 2007.this is soon to be appearing...
i dunno what the hell i m typing cos i m insane now.
bye.
school is WONDERFUL AND SPLENDID AND AWESOME (:

2008-01-01T15:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FRIENDS!!!

countdown at marina with rachel yingqiu yizhi siongaik soon mok.hhaha
damn crowded and there were many of the disgusting people as usual!!ROAR!
the fireworks were nice.splendid.beautiful.
let the pictures do the talking.

attempted to walk to dhoby ghuant but ........(inside secret)
camped at starbucks
i din expect my drink to be the largest.
the person was practiccally rapping and given my state of mind,
all i did was ya ya ya ya and i paid!!!!!!!
then cabbed.dropped rachel off at DG then home...
on the phone till wee hours(thanks to the LARGE COFFEE)
slept at bout 5 plus am!!!!
woke up at 11 am and here i am blooggginng...

2007-12-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

this place is dusty*blows*
have been having lots of fun for the past few days, in fact one whole week.

24TH DECEMBER
christmas countdown in town with sinee yingqiu rachel ziyi jiahao kaiming siongaik soonjin yizhi and jiajun who came later
it was horrible.the crowd.the DISGUSTING pple are irritating lah.when the clock strikes, they STRIKE too..
newton for supper and wth i got allergy and my eyes were swoollllennn..ROAR

25TH DECEMBER
christmas party at ahma's place in the night!!=)
played a few games with poker.haha.my little cousins went mad!!laughing practically at everything.
guess they were drunk considering that all of us were drinking wine
7 bottles!!the big bottles not the small ones.
and my cousins are like age 11-13!!!coollll

26TH DECEMBER
kbox with sinee yingqiu ziyi yizhi
haha.had a lot of fun singing and screaming.hahhaa
home to change before gng down for ACS concert w dantong
it was nice.the songs were nice and there was singing.band people sings!!

28TH DECEMBER
rested at home for a day!!!a day!!
out with yixuan in the morning today and jinghui in the afternoon.
haha.it was nice catching up with that xiao mei mei of mine.though she keep saying bu yao lame la.

everyday is nice when there is a smile on your face.no matter how big the trouble that you are facing, smile to yourself and you will realise how beautiful the world can be.no troubles are ever-llasting and no sadness cant be overcome.as the saying goes,sunshine after rain.the reflection of the water vapor forms a rainbow in the sky, telling us how colourful the world is and how splendid the world is around us.so my friends, if there are anything that is bothering you at the momemnt, let it leave with 2007 and begin a brand new 2008 with a fresh happy and colourful mind.

2007-12-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

my blog is rotting so i beettter take some actions before ......
this week is so packed.other than wednesday, i supposed i was out the rest of the days

went wild wild wet twice this week BUT i din get tan.only got a bit darker.i was a bit dark to start with so ya, the difference wasnt big.
first time was with zihui and second was 761 except chel.
had fun playing the slides and stufffs.totally crazy.
sinee is insane.she totally is a good screamer.she like HOW PRO!!yingqiu can fight against her.
had chalet yest.came home hours ago.
no sleep at all or rather 2 hours only.
it was a mini class gathering.really really mini.only 10 people.
the bbq was fun.we had match-stick fans.people throwing more matchsticks into the pit and people flicking matchstick!!
insane is the word to say bout these gals...
the guys came so late and when they reach guess what?!
BRIDGING!HOW NO LIFE LA.
the food was okay.hhhaha.the person cheated our money i supposed cos the charcoal is some loser brand.!
then we talk play eat laugh do crazy thingsss.....
AT 5 AM, the few of us went for morning walk!
the walk to watch sunrise was long!!!!!
MOK WALK IS @#$%^&*(
walked to the rock to watch mok eating breakfast.HAHAHA!
HOW INTERESTING CAN WE BE....

i m too shagged to type anymore!byee...

2007-12-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

so i woke up at 10 plus today and was totally late for my swim.the weather is perfect for swimming today.i shalll wake up tmr to go.
went to do cip at snow city with ziyi vanessa and christine=)
it was quite fun bringing those kids around.seeing them having so much fun just makes your day.
BUT IT IS FREAKING COLD!!!some kids even cried because the cold was unbearable for them i guess.
ziyi and i were freezing.our nose were red.but there was still fun.inside the igloo is so much warmer=)

then the next half we went to the function room and they were taught how to make ice cream=)
doesnt it sound fun to you?now i know how to make my own ice cream alr=)
i shall make it!!!!yupps=)to them and to us it is a nice experience which is fun..
then it was makan time=)we became waitresses for a moment but it was worth it when you see those kids eating.
the few of us put whipped cream on each others' face and stupid christine put choco cream on my face!!OMG!!

after cip we went home.i was totally drenched when i ran to the busstop cos i had no umbrella!!!
thanks ziyi for sheltering me and getting yourself drenched in the end too.hope you wun fall sick.must take care!!
came home and went to bath.it was freaking cold!!!
now i m off to beedd!!nights.below are some fotos of the kids

2007-12-10T19:24:00.000+08:00

it was such a cold and boring day.i hate rainy days.HARD TO GO SHOPPING!!!FREEZING COLD!!GETTING DRENCHED!!omg it sucks.but the weather will be like this no matter how much i whine...nevermind..

went to visit the dentist in the afternoon!the toothache gave me much trouble since last week.and finally the doctor is free to see me..he said i have slight tooth decay!!omg.sucks.wisdom tooth growing.!!!he said either one is causing the pain but he dont know which.he is gonna settle the tooth decay first.if there isnt anymore toothache then it will be sunshine after rain.if the pain persist!!!!WELLLL...i have to go for a operation to pluck out the wisdom tooth which is hidden in the gums..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

shall be positive.it is just an operation=)

went to do some cip work with yx and titi yest..then went to my grandma's hse in tampines.i m glad my grandma is feeling better.her leg is recovering=)the most amazing thing is the bus i rode on.omg.so cool.i bet no one has seen this bus yet.i supposed the interior design is new.omg it is damn nice.totally unlike the old buses...

dont they look cooler than the normal ones who seeeee....

Replies

Felicia:Hello the other irriataing gal!!!hahaha.it was fun that day esp bullying you.haha!!lets go out again!!!

Cheryl: HELLO!!!what school did you choose for PAE??hahha.jjc rightt..

2007-12-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

finally after slacking for a few days i decided to do some updating^^

8th dec
shoopping with sinee from orchard to PS
bought tops, shorts and bag=)
reported home late.
brother came back and i have lots of pressies=)
off to watch my movieeee....

7th dec
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE LIN my wonderful pw member!!!!

slack at home the whole day
woke up at 11am!!how early!!!!
did some grocery shopping=)
watched tv the whole night.dark water is scary though i watched it so many times
sleeping time soon=)

6th dec
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY MY BELOVED OGL=)

swimming in the morning=) like finally!!
sinee called to complain bout the fcuking guy at the busstop.!!#$%^&
met zihui in the afternoon at vivo for lunch.had subway.she had NYpizza.damn full please.
home for dinner
met jess justine for mr magorium's premier.the show was okay.quite cool and some parts were funny.
home and it's off to bed!

5th dec
the rain was real heavy so i m forced to stay indoors=)
i slpt and talked on the phone
that's life for rainy days=)
sunshine comes after rain

4th dec
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUSSELL CHAN

i cant remember what i did in the morning.=(
met SA6 gurls for dinner and chatting session=)
had pepper lunch for dinner and we walked ard town=)
home and bedtime!!

LATE REPLIES :))
zihui:haha.yes it was good.you better not wear heels next time.!!!painful right!!!
jiayi:yes woman.your sister never entertain you???go out someday!!!
:) : oh you went for holiday?where did you go??haha.mine is fun too just that some days are boring:)
xiaojie:hahaha.i m fine alr!!!hhahaa.enjoy life after A's righttt....
pam:hey gurl.haha.i llovvveee you soo much too.hahha.
meichia:you dumbo!!!haha.you mad right.better go IMH soon.dont harm the people ard you!!
son:i m sure my daughter-in-law has done a good job with her post!

2007-11-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

expected this kind of things to happen
i cant help but to say i m rather sad bout it
i have to face it no matter what
i have to accept everything that comes
even it is means having to move on in separate directions
though i hope everything remains
i cant wish for eternity now but temporary
i cant wish for forever because i know this will end soon
hoping hoping and still hoping
things will be like in the past
as happy as ever
as joyful as usual

2007-11-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

conclusion for the day: LIFE IS FRAGILE
early morning on the way to grandma's place, yibing txt me and told me her grandpa passed away.i was shocked.totally.i had to console her but i know that she will be sad.who wouldnt be.
then i tot to myself, i just saw her grandpa last week and today she told me he passed away.what is this?it is just one week.ONE WEEK!!7 days.sigh.i dunno what to say.
saw my grandma and she looks so weak so vulnerable.i dont want anything to happen to her.seeing her leg ache makes me sad and guilty.i haven visited her for weeks.i keep telling myself tt i will make time to visit her but i always ended up doing nothing.
i feel bad.i feel guilty.i duno why i m so emotional.i guess is because i realised that life is indeed so fragile.yes.
treasure those people that love you.love others more than you love yourself.it is always better to love others more than others love you i supposed

2007-11-23T23:57:00.000+08:00

THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO JUSTINE AND HUITING!!!

firstly, happy belated birthday justine!!i m sorry for the late posting but i think you received my sms alr:))haha.anw, thanks for being such a wonderful friend.you have been through a lot this year and you have pulled through!!i m so proud of you.i dunno whether you will see this post but i just want to tell you that no matter what happens and no matter where we will be, i will always be there whenever you need someone to talk to.i m just a phone call away.haha.talking to you over the phone is just so funny though a bit emo.it has been long.but ya.remember the good times and forget the bad okay:))i love you dear<3.>

secondly, LIM HUI TING!!!haha.hey little miss fall down!!happy birthday to you okay.haha.you better grow up and open your eyes wider to look at the path that you are walking please.no matter where i m, i always hear bout you being retarded or falling down somewhere, tripping down here and there.haha.i dun wan to end up visiting you in the hospital someday please.CHOY!haha.anw, you are such a wonderful gal and you are a joker too.i remembered how i tried teaching you maths formulas over the fone and how i woke you up from sleep.haha.meet up soon okay!!!!i miss you and love you!!<3

lastly, LEE YIXUAN.IF YOU EVER SEE THIS POST, YOU BEETTER FLY BACK TO SINGAPORE SOON!!I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH.though i think someone misses you more.haha.come back soon.i missssssss youuuuuu!!!

2007-11-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

thanks friends for being so caring and comforting towards my condition:))i m fine alr.more than fine i supposed.just that i need to abstain from some stuffs and yea you people are just too great to be accomodating me so much.thanks.:))

ANW.happy birthday SINEE.haha.sorry i wasnt able to turn up for the party on sunday.i owe you a treat alright.when i m well enuf i will treat you to a feast until you faint!haha.thanks gurl.you are one in a thousand.you know....haha.happy birthday again:))

2007-11-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

the feeling was bad
rushed to A & E at 12 midnight
running a fever of 38.2
eyes swollen and breathing was hard
placed on that scary bed
pushed into the cold room
laid there looking at the ceiling
the first needle was larger than my vein
it went in and came out
it hurt so much that i screamed
two more needles went in
hurts so much that ...
being on a drip hurts
everything there is horrible
even i was feeling horrid

2007-11-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

MY PRIMARY 5 CLASS!!!i just got the photo:(

jess loves koala:))

looks tempting huh...the wonderful cake!!

the wonderful people who made my day:))

2007-11-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

FUN IS THE WORD TO USE FOR TODAY'S OUTING.

eating at sakae is fun though we KEEP ordering the same few dishes.whatever la.haha.but it was fun.all the joking and eating:))you should just see how much we ate.like 32 plates and others...

walking down orchard towards paragon!haha.the part on crossing the road!!omg.nearly died.

paragon.this shop.omg the food there is like heaven though i didnt eat.haha.the fotos of it will be up soon.cos it looks so splendid.!!!

LOOK AT MR AARON!!HAHA

2007-11-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

PW IS OVER!

NO MORE DRAFTS!

NO MORE NAGGING!

NO MORE HOW WHY WHAT!

2007-11-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

i think i m such a loser that i cant do my pw on my own.i need so much help in editing for my english is just too horrible.RAWR!!i exceed word count like mad and i really dont know how i cant edit or reduce words because everything seems to make sense to me!!!

i m glad to have such wonderful friends who are of great help in my inr, reading it and telling me how to improve.

thanks aaron for editing most of my pw individual work.my gp tutor!!thanks.i owe you big TIME!!

thanks jessie for helping me cut words.

thanks farah for reading my inr and telling me how to improve and where to cut

thanks weixiang for helping me cut words too

see how much help i need.what a loser.i must improve my english i swear!!but thanks my friends for the great help:))kahhwee loves you all..

2007-11-06T12:08:00.000+08:00

KHO ZIHUI!!!
dont be stressed up by A's!!it will be over real soon.GO GO GO

your happiness and joy will all come after 22nd november.work for it!:))

op is over last friday HOWEVER PW is not officially over for us until wednesday which is the final submission for InR.9am tmr will be the day that i abandoned my lappy and play to the fullest!no more drafts.no more reports.it will just be a period of relaxation.

op was alright i guess.it was better than my other dry run i felt.but i duno.the Q&A question is predictable because i had this question during the dry run and i m glad that i did not screw up though the answer wasnt really good:))my group did their best and i m sure that they will do well too:))yupps.go guys.it is the last 24 hours or maybe less than that:))no more pw and no more of kahhwee's voice after tmr!!!haha.

holiday=gatherings=playing=FUN + LAUGHTER

2007-11-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIM!!!hahah.take care.:)

2007-10-30T15:58:00.000+08:00

GOH YINGQIU!!!THIS PINKY POST IS FOR YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I LOVE YOU!
YOU SHITOUS!

thanks for being such a wonderful friend for like 4 years!thanks.you are the ultimate la.though you always dun answer calls and always siao siao one.hmm.but you are a great friend to pour sorrows to.hope you enjoyed yourself that night and later on.though you know what is gng on and it is not a surprise but i sure hope that you will enjjoy yourself rabbit!!haha.no more rabbit!now is MUSHROOM!!!Hahaha.it has been a while since you hear this term i assume.hahah.loves.

2007-10-30T00:43:00.000+08:00

okay funny and crazy is the word to use now.qien is the lamest la.and ya i nearly died from shock.she is slping anw.thanks gal.anw i was pissed for a moment but ya i guess i m okay.never get angry for more than 5 mins.and i guess i wasnt really angry.pissed should be the correct word that i should be using!

OH YAY.holiday is here!but pw is not over.but it will be over real soon.real real soon.haha.like in one week.i m so looking forward to that day's arrival.i m gonna go play and stuff but i need to reach home by a certain time cos my dad demands it.it is okay.fun after that day!!WHOOSH.but so many friends are ending this week.and yes.shuo xian.i will plan the pri school thing.haha.i will call and irritate the sentosa people okay!!haha.

those pri school days are the most carefree one.and most of us ended up in same colleges and stuffs so we are still in contact!!ahhaa.

to all 6A 2002 rmps kiddos:
there willbe a class gathering.contact shuoxian for details.

haha.everything is so fun in the holiday.but still have to study cos my chinese is bad and i m told to revise and read the new books.okay fine.ruined half of my holis!nevermind.there is always a brighter side for things.

enjoy your holidays after pw my friends and poly people, your holidays are coming soon i guess.dun fret.

2007-10-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

promos are over. okay i m glad that i m promoted..lady luck was really shining on me for certain subjects like chinese lit.i really did not mug hard for it. i m happy to get a D la.i aimed like E. results are like ABCDE:) i have no complains.i m contented but i will work harder and use more time for my studies next year.i have to:)

for people who are worried bout retaining, i know by asking you not to worry is redudant.so yupp all i can say is remain positive for the time being:)things may not be as bad as you all think it will be.i m sure that we will pull through as a class.

PW!okay.i SWEAR I HAVE WONDERFUL MEMBERS.THEY CONCENTRATE WHEN THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO AND I M PROUD TO HAVE THEM.ME AS THE LEADER CANT DO MUCH WITHOUT THEM!okay.now the last lap have come.go nilah.go janice.go zach.i m sure we will make it to the finishing point soon.thanks for being such wonderful santis:))

oh oh oh^^i m so happy that i have time to meet up with those wonderful ac people in the past days:)
happy belated birthday felicia
happy belated birthday PAM
happy belated birthday amanda

i saw my class!though there was alr a gathering at pam house i m still happy to meet them again.it never seems enough.mahjong.cooking.playing.watching movies.chatting.everything was fun and i got to know some better this time round.i m glad that i have the chance to meet these people in my life.i know that they are always there when i need them though we are far apart in two different places.i made a new friend called PANDA too:))go find out who is she!haha.

761 is meeting up soon:))looking forward.

2007-09-21T19:13:00.000+08:00

school sucks with wr and all the pw stuff.i dun understand why must there be competition and oh please scoring well for common test does not assure me a definite promotion!!
wr just sucks a lot.i used to think that my group has the least conflicts but it turned out that my grp has a slacker who always LOVES last minute work and worse still CLOSET MUGGER!!i know that promo is round the corner but i dun think i m being demanding to find one evidence.if the rest of the members can do the same i dun see why you cant.you love to drag your work to the last min and when everything pile up you gimme this excuse that i was busy with this and that.if you cant do tell me la.i have enough.i dun wan to do wr anymore.seems like i m contributing like some mad rretard and ya..forget it.i m not trying to say that i m some saint and i m doing most of the work but even if i assign work nothing seems to be done.and when final deadline comes, we rush and rush.wtf.i m damn angry.if not for janice and nilah i will just give up one the grp.if you ever sees this post you can curse me swear me but please think before you act.
school was relatively alryte until the incident came.sorry jan sorry gwen sorry qihui.i din mean to cry but i really cant take it further.forget it.tears cant seem to wash away anything and i cant seem to be able to tell someone about how i felt.my mind was really on the brink of splitting le.i cant take it anymore.sorry my friends if i make you all worried.i m sorry.

2007-09-19T03:16:00.000+08:00

JOAN HAPPY BIRTHDAY^^

sry for the late wishes

Words escape me

at this moment

that seems like the end

yet it is only the beginning

when friendships are close

and dreams are far

you were there for me.

Tears fill me with memories of both good and bad

some nearly forgetton

yet all dear to the heart

were there for me.

In times of trouble

and in times of thanks

stood by my side

and held me up.

Through your ever-patient ears

to your comforting hugs

you were there for me.

From that first day

when I saw you and knew

that you would love me for who I was

you were there for me.

And until the day when we are old and gray

I will always know that

you are there for me.

2007-09-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

it has been quite a while since i came to blow off the dust here.promos are just round the corner.countdown of 8 days to my death.my results are dropping drastically despite me studying.sigh.it just sucks to see those bad results as it brings tears but you will have to hold it back in your eyes and cant reveal it.hais.

2007-09-07T21:25:00.000+08:00

promos are coming but i haven really finish revising.what the hell is this.can time just slow down and let me catch up with all the stuffs that i have to.studying overnight can be good but tiredness will just drag me down.i need to be a hardcore mugger la.but school is starting which means all the boring days of books are coming back and which means it is 2 more weeks to promos only.this kinda sucks

2007-09-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS JECO MY "GOOD" FRIEND BIRTHDAY
hey dude.please ah.17 years on the earth alr.please kindly grow up!!haha.below are some nice fotos i have for u!i m quite sad to put them up too but i had no other better gift for you my friend!!i how nice la.haha.

2007-09-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

meiyi birthday celebration:))

the guy in the background is SHO CUTE^^

i love 761<3
no matter where we are, whenever there is a birthday, we are as one again.
no matter how much tears i dropped because of the clique, i still love you all as much
i miss those nan hua days that we played as we walked to class
i miss playing pepsi-cola in the open space
i miss the laughter that we shared
i miss you pple a lot a lot :))
thanks RACHEL SINEE MEIYI YINGQIU LIZA ZIYI<3

2007-09-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

my next few posts will be photoss!!haha.so many many of nice photos with nice friends:))loves.

i hate studying la!!

2007-08-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

another term has passed
promos are coming
everyything is moving so fast
i m still struggling to revise
time seems not to be enough

2007-08-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY L E E Y I X U A N

I LOVE YOU<3

though you always bully me and EVERYONE AROUND YOU but it is okay i STILL wish YOU

生日快乐

WITH LOTS OF LOVE FROM THE PERSON WHO OWN THIS BLOG

2007-08-21T00:08:00.001+08:00

finally it rolled down my cheeks after a few months of endurance...

2007-08-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

okay.one more entry before the busy busy week starts!!school is gonna end at 630 for me once again.thanks SA!!

i spent my entire day with WR!and this sucks.cant study.have to type.and i was lying on the bed typing so apparently it is much much slower.this is bad KAHHWEE!!did maths tutorial but i think it is not enough la.my class is mugging so much and i m still like...wth!!THIS SUCKS.KAHHWEE PULL UP YOUR SOCKS.

was talking to calvin just now about chinese name and that moron said this:
cal says:
kawabangga

that is the chinese name he gave me.calvin your chinese seriously cannot make it la.please!!GO STUDY FOR IT BEFORE YOUR A's come.

and and and i found some photos in the labtop :D

THIS IS THE WONDERFUL BOARD DONE BY THE WONDERFUL SA6 <3

I WAS DREAMING OF....no idea....
CLASS 2o4 at naichung farewell
IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE ME
MEIYI DOING STUNTS IN AC TO AMAZE PPLE:)
AT ESPLANADE :)

2007-08-19T01:11:00.000+08:00

okay after leaving it to rot for SO long, i decided to upload cos pam say it is stagntant.i must keep it alive.haha.

life has been miserable.who the hell ends school like almost 630 everyday.NO LIFE LA.boring.cant go meet the lovable people in AC and all other friends whom i can mmugg with.sucks la.i miss AC!!i haven gone back in centuries.haven seen so many of the people for so long la.those people are the ones who bring the smile and strength to me.

mr chua scolded the class on thurs during PW.he cried.it was obvious la.then after that some gals cried too.i din because i know that i cant.i hate teachers who cry though i know that they care.i'm already under stress because of the coming promos and after that lecture, it became worse.i dun wan to show pple that i m stress.almost evryone in the class thinks that i m a closet mugger and this kind of peer pressure is killing me.I M NOT SMART.IT WAS JUST PURE LUCK THAT I PASS OKAY!stop this.but mr chua, cheer up.

OH YAH.I HAVE TO SAY THAT PW IS DRAINING ALL OF MY ENERGY.DRAFTS FOR EOM AND WR.NON STOP ONE LA.WTH.CAN PAUSE A WHILE NOT.but i m proud of nilah zach and janice.thanks for being so cooperative for every meeting and for doing such a great part in the project:)

i dunno what to type.so many sad things have been going on.my friends are affected and i m affected too because i care for them and i dun wan to see them in such a state.talked to tessa over the phone that day:)pam too:)met yixuan on friday:)met jess ryan qien dantong to celebrate jess badae and we had so much fun:))jess apparently took some artistic fotos using her fingers.i shall post them here.it is them who make my days, even if it is a phone call.i love them soo much.they are the angels that were sent to make me feel so blessed and happy.i miss 761 too:)the SIX HAPPENING SOULS:))the ones that makes me sad and happy at the same time.yingqiu!!secret!!!

mugged at changi airport in the morning then went to watch fireworks.here are the fotos:))hope this will make the people who are viewing this entry happy:))

JESSICA AND QIEN

JESSICA AND QIEN'S ART PIECES OF DANTONG, RYAN AND ME:)

FIREWORKS FROM ESPLANADE:))BEAUTIFUL:))

MY FRIENDS PLEASE SMILE!:))

PAM TAN:hey gal.cheer up and i beg you.please dun do anything silly anymore okay.i dun wan you to be hurt.take care okay.i love you:))HERE'S A BIG HUG FOR YOU!!<3better>
TESSA:hey.when are we meeting la.what is this.so long never sit down and talk properly already la.take care k.loves.HUGGS.
YIXUAN:my scandal.are u feeling better.you are okay one la.but please stop bullying your bro la.evil la.rest more okay.meet up soon.in the meantime take care of my darling bottle:))
JIAYI:hey.i dunno what has happened to you.you sound so emo over the sms and u dun wan to answer calls.i cant do anything.sorry that i m useless in such a way:(dun think that you are stupid because of one maths results.i m sure that you will perform better in promos and you can.dun pressure yourself so much okie dokie?

JUSTINE:hey gal.play weelll and rmb donuttyss.haha.loves.see you soon kaes.

HUITING:cheer up gal.anything msg me k.i will be there to cheer for you and make you happy.loves.

JOAN AND JECO:OMG I HAVEN SEEN YOU TWO FOR SO LONG!!MEET UP SOON!!!JECO YOU BETTER DUN BULLY JOAN.
RYAN JESS QIEN DANTONG:let's meet up soon again to have fun!!omg.you people rock my life!!LOVES.and JESSICA ALBA SUPERSTAR HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.DANG RAN RAN RAN....
ZIHUI:prelims will soon be over okay.dun worry too much.yea.i will see you real soon.loves.
HUIHUI:okay i will rest weelll but i tink it is impossible.
07A08:i know that many of you have been affected by chua.i dunno whether it is bad or good.but i m sure is good because the class really stood by each other that day and that is a good sign.study hard pple.lets do mr chua proud and not make him cry for us again.

761:MEET UP SOON:))<3

2007-07-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

i dunnno what has beeen going on recently.my mood has been changing.changing badly.i dun wan to be emo but sometimes i cant help it.what can u expect when u are supposed to handle endless amount of homwork, endless remedial lessons that end at 7 and have to study for tests and exams that are coming up!!!sometimes i really dunno how to control myself.i will just lose control of myself and isolate myself.i dun really show how i feel sometimes but sometimes i am faced with no choice but to show it.how i wish that i can smile and make the smile everlasting.how much i wish life could be so much simple.school is nothing but a nutshell that i go and leave as and when.some of the knowledge can be acquired by ourselves.school has no meaning no life nothing!only some friends.SOME ONLY!!that sucks.

i went back to nanhua today and even though it is quite late i could still feel some school spirit..this is something i cant feel in SA.i know that the school has school spirit but it does not have the soul.meeting the ac classmate before that and hugging them just makes my day.being with them is comfortable but i m sorry tessa.we need to meet up soon!!!sorry.yixuan and titi that two joker never fails to make me giggle like some IMH pple.wth.i bet i will go there soon.titii will get admitted earlier than me!haha.cos he is crazy!!seriously mad!haha.yixuan too!!and i m badly affected but i mean i dun mind meeting them everyday cos they really make my day.they really brighten up my day:))

jessica and ryan too:))haha.jess that joker spoilt the balloon i made!when i manage to protect it so well:)) she is mean la.broke my heart so much.but her cookies brought the smile back to my face cos they are really nice and COLOURFUL!!!!like rainbow but not that much of colours:))and that piggy entertained me when he is doing proj and laughing at me when i play neopets.haha.he claim he din!haha.maybe i was laughing at myself:))but yupp.thanks.eat the cooookiesss

not forgetting 761:))talked to meiyi over the phone and told her some stuffs that is funny.then was chatting with chel about some stuffs.and her msg yest made me laugh cos it was bout my name.for pple who know bout this i bet they will laugh badly cos that was wad my classmate did when i show her my msg!!thanks for listening to my streesss yingqiu and sinee(yq will brief her).if not for the two of you i think my stress level will increase by a lot.only the two of you really understand me.thanks.

i really wish that i can set up a school with all the nice people and all my friends in the same class!!though there may be clashes but they are still the best companions i have in my life.without them i m nothing.without them my day will be real dull everyday.not even a bit of light:))i really treasure and cherish each and every friendship.i really really hoope that all these will last!!but i duuno how long but just hope that it will move on and on and on.......:))

2007-07-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

thank you sinee for listening to me and hearing me t***.it is not your first time i guess.but thanks.after that i felt much better though i have to hide from my mummy to prevent her from worrying.thanks.i had to get those words off my mind and i guess like you say i shd just relax and not study so much already.i dunno where all those stress came from too.i guess it comes unknowingly and you know i cant handle that well.
thanks jess:)).thanks ryan:))i m better already:))

2007-07-19T23:11:00.001+08:00

i m tired from the endless amount of homework.
i m tired from the torture that i get from PE.
i m tired after training yest though it was fun, but my whole body aches.
i m tired from having to stay up to do drafts and drafts, evalutaion after evaluation.
maybe i will start hating school though like WHAT MY PE teacher just said we have to accept the fact that we are students and the MAIN PRIORITY IS TO STUDY STUDY STUDY.

2007-07-18T21:13:00.000+08:00

today was such a horrid day!!!the stupid bus came like 6.57am when it is supposed to come at like 6.45!!!i swear the driver was taking his own sweet time.because the trip that usually take 5 mins took 12 mins!!and thanks i missed both trains!!and happily if i take the next train i will be late for school!!so fine.i called mummy and told her i decided to go to the doctor!!wanted to push the checkup behind but since like i m late i decided tto go.wanted to go polyclinic but omg the person told me i have to wait for like 2 hours!!i will die.so i went to see my doctor instead!!the doctor said NO USING EARPIECE FOR A MONTH!!!omg.i m gonna die from boredom!!omg omg omg!cos there is something wrong wirh my ears.gosh~WHY?!?!?!hope the medicationS will work:))
school was alright because lessons were interesting today.chinese the teacher din touch the text at all.and that is why it is not boring!YAY.but he mentioned self reading and i was like!@#$% econs was funny.school ended at 1230 but had to wait till 3 for badminton!finally there is training.how long have i been slacking!!!i vented out all the frustrations and released all the stress on the shuttlecock!i m sorry shuttlecock.!:(( went to library to do econs.then home sweet home.super tired now.dying soon.

I NEED SLEEP!!!!I HAVEN BEEN HAVING ENOUGH SLEEP!!!

2007-07-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

PAM TAN.THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU!!!
CHEER UP GAL.NO MATTER HOW DARK THE SKY MAY BE I WILL MAKE SURE THE SUN WILL ALWAYS COME OUT AT THE APPROPRIATE TIME TO LIGHT UP THE DULL SKY AND BRING WARMTH TO YOU:D AND ALSO TO DRY THE TEARS THAT FLOWS AND PLANT THE SUNSHINEY SMILE ON YOUR FACE.just like the name of my blog.smileeverydae:))loves.huggs

2007-07-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

TESSA GOH<3

huiting and yixuan my lover <3

jem the muscle man!^^

hey yo pam tan.wassup<3

the retarded justine.kidding.<3

my darling melissa <3

the super funny jeco ^^

2007-07-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

haha.i m here to blog!!and it is gonna be a EXTRA LONG POST!!!

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!OKAY.I M OLD!HAHA.

celebrated with 761 at holland's crystal jade yest!really love them so much!though we are all in diffferent colleges and polys, everyone still keep in touch.both ziyi and my badae is celebrated together for we are one day apart.haha.a few more mins i m gonna wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!then we left for coffee bean and started all the crapping sessions there.yinqqiu went a bit nuts.a bit only.not a lot.haha.on the way back home sinee and i went recalling all the fun times we had in nan hua playing and going crazy!!haha.

okay today.the gurls bought a cake and was supposed to surprise me.but i met gladys early in the morning so the surprise was gone.but i was supposed to pretend not to know anything.after chinese class the pple gathered at the area outside popular.the cake and the song made my day:))thanks o7Ao8 though i really did not expect anything.thanks.had lessons till like 3 plus cos the pple were still arguing bout the gp la.i was so irritated.i was there hoping lessons could end soon cos i din wan to stay in the school any further!!haha.oh yah.yiqi elizabeth and cindy surprised me with a sunflower!thanks my darlings!i love you pple.you gals make my days in sa better than normal.loves.

met the wonderful pae SA6 at holland!!i was told that i was stoning badly that when the bus passed by i din see them.i m sorry pple!!haha.i was really taken aback when i saw the present that they gave me.oh my god.the board is super nice!!I shall take a foto and then place it here.there were so many pple in the foto.the board is super nice and i am gonna hang it up at home!!i m so touched.and this is not the end yet.we went to swensens to have early dinner or late lunch.whichever.haha.it is so fun talking to this grp of pple!!the most funny person is jeco!!he is the ultimate and the best!!he make my day so happy.thanks jeco!!of cos the rest!!i will never forget bout you all.!!pam.jem.tessa.shirzz.melly.yixuan.justine.huiting.thanks!!i love you pple so much.oh ya.talking bout the next surprise is the oreo cheesecake that was baked by them for me!!!omg!it is handmade alright.handmade.and by a lot of pple!thanks gal.i really love the cake and i will be sure to finish everything.:))i love you allllll.muacks..

then jess called and said she is still in school and she and ryan came and pick me up from starbucks where i was with my class:))so sweet of them:))i din see that pig for sometime too.haha.we left for town.i had no idea whu we were meeting other than dantong cos she called and spoiled the surprise:))realise JOEL WEI was there la!omg!!that guy!i haven seen him for so long!!we went to the hongkong cafe to eat.!haha.the mee sua or whatever toook sooooo long to come.!haha.we wanted to catch die hard but then the seats were separated so kahhwee made the decision not to watch!haha.guess what we did??we went to take neoprints instead haha.ryan and joel were like =.=haha.but in the end they still went in!haha.the neoprints were damn funny la!!hahas.then we walked to borders to slack and eat ice cream.!hahas.left home cos everyone is so tired and joel was getting worse and worse.haha..thanks pple.i love you all sho much!hahas.

thank you my friends:761:)) o7a08 class:) PAE SA6:)) jeco:)) xinfu:)) edmund:)) firedrake:)) the BLACK SQUAD:)) yiqi cindy psycho:)) jim sherwin weixiang winston and those who wished me on friendster:)) jinghui daphne rebe cheryl beverly and all the other wonderful juniors:)) jasmine sim:)) shuoxian yibing chenhian zhipeng madeline:)) zihui:)) jiahao:)) kaiqi:)) puiyin:)) xinyi:)) and all the others whom i may have left out.but pple thanks for making me feel so loved:))muacks.

2007-07-06T21:28:00.001+08:00

today is sajc college day so yupp dont need to go to school so early.woke up at 8 plus 9 plus i think.i was lazing ard after i woke up so ya..left home at 10 plus and reach school on time for the amazing race.was really feeling so bored that initially i was not interested to take part in the amazing race at all.the guys are damn idiots.pure retards.they were so dilly dally.though i can see they tried to come to attend the college day but ya maybe they could perform better.everyone have the sianss looks on their faces.we wanted to give up the race and just go slack ard somewhere.BUT michelle lai encouraged the class to continue.then i was sort of given the power to move on.i think becos of what mich say we shd not give up.yupp.so on our own, the gurls played two games while the guys were playing in the computer lab.they said we did not call them.but the two games were fun la.the water game was funny.then we took class fotos.finally we have class foto please.shall post it here next time.

was supposed to meet jess at holland but she had to do pw so went island creamy to meet tessa sam pam huiting justine felicia bernice jiayi.i din plan to meet them.but yupp.it was nice meeting them.wanted to go meet jess after her stuffs but she thinks i shd stay on with my class.she is the best:)) so i stayed on.something happened and it was not very happy thing of cos.i shall talk to the party later.i need to talk to jiayi later also.i miss that gal so much.haven been talking to her for quite sometime.haha.

went to grandma's place to visit ah gong.he is better already:))had dinner there!!whoosh.i miss my ah ma's cooking:))my ah ma kept feeding me with food.!!hahas.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS:))

2007-07-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

yes i m blogging.i was telling pam tan that her blog is rotting and she told me that she updated but blogger was screwed.and she said i shd uupdate mine too:))
PAM - I know you & You know me, And that's all that counts. says:
MAYBE YOUR BLOG MORE STAGNANT THAN MINE

back to school days and i swear sa feels like a new school to me.it was like the first time i stepped into the school.everything seems so unfamiliar with the exception that there are pple whom i know.i dont feel very excited bout gng back to school though it is the normal feeling that i should have after a holiday cos like u miss your friends after not seeing them foe a real long time.but i dun have such a sttrong feeling when i got back to school after term exams.nevermind.i know of a few who felt the same way.i miss seeing yiqi in sa!where is she la.i m gonna locate her tmr.this gal brightens up my day:))

got back chinese lit paper and maths today.i was lucky to get a B and D.which was totally unexpected i swear.friends who know me should know that i din expect it because i left a lot blank.i was taken aback by maths especially.really.chinese lit is B but to the chinese teacher is sub pass.i confirm that his standards are high.nvm.at least i got a pass in his standards and he cant shoot me if he wants to during lesson time.so sad.had chem and gp.left school with gwen and we weere talking bout some stuffs.we sort of agree on some stuffs.well it is between us.:))

after school left for town to meet melly shirrzz tessa HUIITING yixuan titi to celebrate melly's badae.it was not a well planned one so not much pple were really present but i think melly would have felt our love.sam came along with his new hair cut.haha.we were slacking and catching up in starbucks:))i love these people who brightens my day.caught ocean 13 with titi and yixuan.the cinema was cold one okay.:))after that we went to eat at kfc which was decided like this: yixuan decided basement 1 and titi chose kfc.okay.this always happen when we are deciding what to have.yupps.but it is always a nice thing to hang out with them cos they always make me happy.

michelle:see you in school tmr!!:D

jess:u pigg la.haha.sunday!!!

yixuan:lover.haha.u better better stop bullying the people ard u other than jeco.haha.hopes he does not see this.haha.

titi:u are getting from bad to worse.haha.kidding.

teessa:my dear gal!!din really talk to you today but nvm.we can still ttalk on the phone.just know that i miss you and i love u.haha.and i was kidding bout the school u.

melissa:darling.dun keep saying thanks.we shd be sorry bout the belated gift.haha.

shirlyn:hey u.why keep shunning the cam ah...u naughty gal.i m still a youth so too bad.

huiting:eh.why u look so emo today.what happened.haha.cheers.kahhwee will plant a smile on your face:))

pam tan:yupps i m gonna go back.i think u are still showering.nvm.i'll see you in sch tmr anw.loves.do dream of me.haha.

justine:you better buy a chain and chain your wallet to yourself.cheers.llovess.

qien:dun need to hope.you will pass your SPA with rainbow colours:))).loves.

2007-06-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

this is the week that i have nothing to blog bout.maybe the only word that i can use to describe my days is NO LIFE.seriously.cos is terms u see.TERMS!!!

monday
GP paper 1 & 2.the hall was like freezing and i was trembling while writing.there was this short few mins that i nearly fall aslp.but i din.i HOPE that i can pass.went down to library to mug for chinese lit.and guess what i tot lit is on tues when it is supposed to be on friday.okay.kahhwee needs to read timetable properly.reached home at 9 plus.

tuesday
no paper.woke up like 8 plus.mugg econs till 11 plus.headed for the library to continue with cl lit.i was so so bored la.i was playing with hp games to entertain myself so that explains why i took so long to finish,but i did my best in studying already.although there was a point of time i wanted to give up.it was after talking to jess like an hour plus that i decided to persist on.not bad right..haha.

wednesday
woke up at like 430 to mug for chinese lit!!haha.i wanted to do my best and try to memorise some stuffs again.paper 1 was first and i managed to do the questions though i know that my answers may all be wrong.yupp.but no choice.paper 2 was next.but i screwed the paper badly cos i din manage to read thr the particular text which came out as i expected.sigh.hope i can at least get a sub pass or else the dumb chinese teacher is gonna shoot me during lessons.went to library after paper.met titi and yixuan for lunch at HANS:))nice of them to come down to bukit merah:))ECONS is next!!!something bad happened.it was really really bad.i m glad to have those friends ard me that bothers to listen and giving me advices<3>

thursday
it was a afternoon paper and that sucks as it mean that i have lesser time to mug for maths.which is bad.woke up in the morning and mug.no life totally.went to school.screwed the whole paper.i din manage to complete the paper.left 15 blank and that means that most likely i am gonna fail econs.omg!i m failing like everything that i take and that sucks.then the 25 marrks essay i think i will get like 5 becos i din noe wht i was writing.the only thing i knew was that it has got to do with PED and YED.

friday
today is such a bad bad day.really bad day.maths i left like 20 marks BLANK.REALLY LIKE BLANK.upon 5o and 2o marks gone which means either i m smart to have no careless mistakes or else i m gonna fail!!i m really really sad bout it.my mood totally change after the paper.went to nh to collect my cert.on the way home mummy called and told me ah gong got minor stroke and enter hospital.THAT SUCKS.i dun wan anything to happen to my ah gong:((that made me worried.haiss.sleep till 4 plus and went to do my stuffs before meeting yx titii jeco joan in town.haha.they are super funny and cute.jeco is such a smart kid who always managed to trick me.okay.maybe i m some retarded gurl i guess.that explains.saw pam cat joleen and jem at lido where we had dinnner.:))joan jeco left leaving three of us doing window shoopping.:))reached home at 1o plus.which was later than my curfew.but yupp.once i m home and when i saw my maths script..the mood change again.:((

this is just not my week.so much happened and i am really affected.i screweed most of my subjects.even my niche subject MATHS.OKAY.I M SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF.LIKE TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED.I DUNNO HOW TO CONSOLE MYSELF either though i m supposed to cheer up.which i will but gimme some time.yuppps.

thanks friends for being there to cheer me on.i feel loved by you pple.thanks thanks.and i love you all too.u know who you are:))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIHUI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYI(SA6)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUOXIAN

these three share the same birthday:))

2007-06-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

HEY MY FRIENDS GOOD LUCK FOR TERMS TMR.YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE SO NO NEED ME TO WISH YOU ALREADY:))AS LONG AS YOU ARE KAHHWEE'S FRIEND THEN YOU ARE WISHED BY ME!!:))LOVES.

2007-06-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

this week is the mugging week for everyone cos terms are just next week.this is the most horrible week of the year!!omg!!but i m sure all my friends will be able to survive past the ordeal:))i m goonna study hard and try my best to pass all though i think not very possible cos of the existence of chinese lit.!!hhhaaha.

monday--mugging with yixuan then went to surprise my darling cos it was her badae.melissa:))

tuesday--sentosa with 761.finally ok.then went for steamboat at marina bay.stayover at rachel house.we were playing with someone's blog and doing the weird stufffs and the catching up.liza me meiyi were mugging in the night.yingqiu happily din sleep at all.dunno what the hell she was doing.haha.we slept at like 430:((

wed--mugging with jess at her house.went for MUSE 2 with si'en and jess and that couple.i din sleep!!cos yx was ill treating me throughout.stayover at jessss house.

thur--mugging with jess at kap with her classmates vanessa the super funny gal and godwin.

friday--mugging with YIXUAN MY LOVER and wendy whom i haven seen for centuries.

see.see.see.everyday is books.what is this la.no life no life no no no life.

YIXUAN:MY WONDERFUL LOVEER.OKAY.I WUN SEE YOU ONLINE SO I GUESS YOU WUN SEE THIS EITHER.BUT ANW JUST TO TELL YOU U BETTER STUDY HARD AND I LOVE YOU<3>
TITI:THANKS FOR THE PPIG SHIRT.HAHA.IT IS SUPER CUTE.HAHA.

JOAN:TAKE CARE GAL.REST WEELL OK.loves<3>
JECO:U MORON.TRICKED ME SO MANY TIMES AND EVEN SCARE ME.HAHA.I SHALL LEARN NOT BE BE TRICKED BY YOU.WAIT AH JECO.HAHA.STUDY HARD AND DUN BE SO FIERCE ANYMORE.PLEASE SMILE:D

TESSA:HEY GAL:D i miss you too.haha.MEET UP SOON OK.HAVEN SEEN U IN 8346749074hours.haha.a bit extreme right.

SAMUEL:same same but different.haha.take care MR!!!

MELISSA:MY DARLING.HOPE U LOVE THE SURPRISE WE GAVE U THAT DAY:Dlove you still as much...

JUSTINE:OF COS I DID NOT FORGET YOU LA.I BET YOU FORGOT ME ALREADY RIGHT.HMPH...LOVESS.

PAM:HEY YOU SEXY GAL.WE REALLY NEED TO MEET UP SOON AND TALK YUPPS.TAKE CARE.MUG HARD OK.HAHA.KAHHWEE LOVES YOU:)))

HUITING:HEY GAL.WE ARE SUPPOSED TO MEET UP RIGHT.A NON COUPLE MEETING TO MUG.HAHA.WHERE IS IT HUH.HAHA.ANYWAY TAKE CARE.SEE YOU AFTER TERMS.DUN EAT SO MUCH LE AH..HAHA KIDDDING.TAKE CARE LOTS.

ZIHUI:WHY U SAY HI TO PPLE HERE!!HAHA.HELLO TOOO.I M GNG BROKE ON THE 29th..heeeheee.,

JESS:I M SO PROUD OF YOU JESS.JUST ENDURE LIKE 6 MORE DAYS.LESS THAN ME!!U WIN LA.BUT I STILL LOVE YOU.

RYAN:STUDY HARD FOR LIKE 4 DAYS :D

CALVIN:HEY DUDE.STUDY HARD.MEET UP AFTER TERMS TO SEE HOW BLACK OR HOW WHITE HAVE U BECOME.HAHA.TAKE CARE.I DUN GIVE YOU A DAMN.MUAHAHA.

SHIBIN/QIEN:HAHA.HUGG THE ROSE WE GAVE TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT AH.HAHA.TAKE CARE.LOVES..

LEJING:OG OUTING AFTER TERMS..u all cool la no terms.haha.but still must work hard for prelims:))

NOEL:HAHA.I AM SHOCKED BY YOUR SMS AND U ALL OGLS STILL MET UP RIGHT.HAHA.YOU SHALL MEET YOUR KIDS SOON OKAY.HAHA:))
AARON:going back chalet soon right.haha.

SHUO XIAN:HAHA.HAVEN BEEN TALKING TO YOU FOR LIKE SO LONG.nice catchin up.meet up with the pri school pple after terms if there is time.

VALERIE:HELLO GURL.HAVE U FINISH MUGGING??HAHA

761:HEY GALS.THAT WAS A WONDERFUL DAY TO ME.I LOVE YOU ALL.THANKS FOR APPEARING IN MY LIFE AND LEAVING BEHIND LOTS AND LOTS OF FOOTSTEPS.BUT THIS IS NOT FOR YOU GOH YINGQIU.HHHAHAHAHAHAH.JOKING LA..<3>

EVERYONE WORK HARD OKAY.KAHHWEE LOVE YOU PPLE<3

2007-06-15T22:59:00.000+08:00

TESSA GOH IS BACK TWO DAYS AGO!!

PAM TAN IS BACK YEST!!!

JESSICA TAN BACK TODAY!!!!

today is a day of achievement for me and yixuan:))
i met her at 230.as usual she was late.nvm.we went to study in the library:))
yixuan said she never stay in the library for more than an hour without sleeping but guess what we stayed there from 3 to 9!!in between we went out for dinner though.but it was a big achievement for yixuan.WOW WOW WOW^^
finished two chapters of maths and a like one topic of chinese lit.but most of the lit stuff i forgot le.only left with vague memories of it.nvm.will work harder next time:))
we left the library at 9 and headed to NTUC where i got stuffs.the funny thing happened here.pam called to say hi and yx was like jem is doing shopppin with me.yupps.haha.den after a while pam ask me to pass the fone to yx again and the funny thing happened.jem talked to yx.which mean jem was with pam:))haha.yx u are damn funny can..haha.but i still love you so much.

YIXUAN:WELL DONE LOVER.:))HAHA.YOU BROKE YOUR OWN RECORD.DONT FEEL BORED LA.YOU HAVE ME:))loves

PAM:HEYYO GAL.U FINAALLY BACK HUH.HAHA.YOU AND YIXUAN JUST FILLED MY DAYS WITH LAUGHTER.HAHA.SEE YOU SOON BABE.lovess

JIAYI:HEY GAL!!HELLO.HOW DID U FIND YOUR WAY HERE!!hHAHA.YUPP.IT HAS BEEN SERIOUSLY LONG SINCE WE LAST SPOKE TO EACH OTHER.I SHAL DATE YOU OUT AFTER TERMS OKAY.SA6 WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU FOR ME DE.I M SURE.HAHA.<3

TESSA:HEY GAL.HAVEN SEEN U FOR SOMETIME.STUDY HARD AH.DUN BE LAZY.:))loves.

YIQI:HEY GURL.THANKS.YUPP.I HAVEN STUDY FINISH TOO.HAHA.CANT HELP FEELING STRESS:((DUN WORRY KAHHWEE WILL BE FINE COS SHE IS KAHHWEE RIGHT?i love you too.haha

JESSICA:YOU ARE FINALLY BACK IN SINGAPORE HUH.NICE ONE.CANT DIFF MALAYSIA WITH INDONESIA AH.SEE YOU TMR THEN.BYE BYE.I LOVE YOU:))

2007-06-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

decided to post an entry today cos everyone is stress due to the coming terms.
everyone is stress becausee like there arent much time left to study!I CAN TOTALLY UNDERSTAND THIS FEELING COS I FEEL THE SAME WAY.

yixuan:dun feel stress over the coming terms.everything is gonna be alright.like what your mum has said try your best is all that matters.yupps.so take care and i love you:))

tessa:though u just come back but dun worry u stil have time to chase up with your work.no worries.u can do it cos you are tessa goh!!yupps.take care.loves.

ryan:you also dun stress bout your studies le.band stuffs will be over soon and u have a few days to mug.as long as u try your best i think ur mum wun scold u la.take care ok.enjoy your band camp:))

jess:where are you my dear gal.!!why arent u back yet!!do you know how much i miss you not.

pam:get yourself back in singapore:))

calvin:you dude.better study and stop going ard making pple guilty.u are guilty of a lot of stuffs haha.stay hot ya.i was lying.haha.

joan:jiayou in studying.!!:))dun get psycho by calvin that dummy:))takke care.loves.

joleen:hey gal.dun get so stress over stuffs.just try to relax alright.loves.:))

2007-06-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

i dunno what the hell is gng on in me now!!like everything is soo argh..!!!i m gng insane by everything that is gng on.
1.studies.i think i m gng to do real badly for my cl lit la.i think the others all mug like mad kind.i m gonna be last.econs i duno whether i will pass.haven really revise.kahhwee better study!!
2.my mum!!i think she is really killing me with all her nagging.i duno what is wrong with her these days.at night one two hour before she slps she will just give a lecture for no reason.!!i dunno what she expects from me and my bro.mayb like wht yx say it is pms.like today i only put my bag in the living room and she shouted and said that i always change bag.omg my bag occupy a mini corner has nothing got to do with me changing bag and i keep my bags properly!!shruggs.
3.felt bad bout shouting back at mum all after enduring for sometime!!aiya.what is wrong with me man.somethin is really really wrong.i m sorry mummy.ARGH!!
4.my good friend prob.but i guess that one can be solved sooon la.i dunno la!i hope they are alright.
after talking to yixuan samuel ryan i felt much better:))

YIXUAN:thanks my dear for being there to hear me!thanks.i love you soo much.haha.u are mine for three days.haha.
SAM:thanks for listening.and i think i haven ans u.haha.
RYAN:thanks piggy!!you also dun emo ok.i shall talk to you soon.

2007-06-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

saturday
it was a boring morning and boring afternoon!!!had been told to stay at home till 5!.in other words curfew!!!sucks.dunno why i got that curfew either.left home at 4 plus 5 though.
went vivo to meet yingqiu:)to buy vivi present before going down to ac to meet vivi to pass her the present:))HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL:DDLOVESss
and ryan to go down for the co concert.met JESSICA at the mrt to pass her the egg mayo!!i m so gonna miss her!!she will be away from today!!!argh..!!
took a cab down after meeting liza.haha.the four of us was laughin through the journey thanks to the taxi uncle who tried to exaggerate bout concerts.he was saying something bout things throwing here and there!!whatever.he was spamin ryan with all the chinese.haha.and he even wanted ryan to rmb him.and he was sort of praising himself for being a good father and not stressing his children!!all his "TRY YOUR BEST" !:))that's damn funny.
reached the vch...no more taxi uncle spamming!!saw meiyi before she went in.met ziyi and her mommy there.saw joel there.tot he went with his gf again.
concert was okay and bfore that jess was like kahhwee dun fall aslp!!hhaahaa.we din!!haha.looking at the conductor and searchin for biying is fun!but only saw her once la and ryan commented she look like a man.haha.the only thing i know is that 761 was laughin at the ENCORE piece.because that was nan hua assembly song rushing students to proceed to parade square.memories of me and sinee runnning came.!!:))
met zihui and meiyi outside vch.took some photos.and meiyi complain bout the flower being too small.i m so gonna kill her:))

MEIYI:next tym dun give you anything already.you buy yourself ah.jkjk..

accompained ryan to hail a cab before we left for dinner with joel.after makaning, left for home.the bus journey seems long for once...

sunday
had breakfast with family(seldom that happens)
left for uncle's house for housewarming then back to grandma place.oh ya.there was this cute little gal at my uncle's house.haha.i played high 5 with her.was surfing net there cos there was nothing to do totally.!!haha.boring day.
reached home at bout 10!!and i forgot what i did!haha.

today
as usual.wake up.went to run some errands that required me to walk 2km!!haha.
did some revision for cl lit.omg.i nearly died!!
i receive a sms from NOEL!and he asked me to plan OG GATHERING.I WAS SHOCKED SERIOUSLY!!!okay i shall plann somethin that involves the whole og.
anw it was a boring day with no happenings.

HUITING:ok.next time we plan a sa6 chalet la.den u wun missed me.haha.settleedd.meet up soon!:))loves

JUSTINE:meet up soon okay my dear.loves.

761:haha.the song really brought back memories!!haha.19th and 20th right..haha..

RYAN:haha.psps for pangseh-ing you that day.haha.biying so cool right.haha.

YIXUAN:MY WONDERFUL LOVER...<3

JOAN:I LOVE YOU TOOOo(dun let jeco know this!!haha:D)

JACKSON:STUDY HARD SLACKER...

A NICE PHOTO I EDITED:))

2007-06-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

this post is specially for LEE YI XUAN!MY LOVER.haha.

hey gal.u better go slp early and wake up early tmr maybe!!!HHAHA.KAHHWEE LOVES U SHOO MUCH...U SLP DEN U CAN DREAM OF ME SO U SHD LIKE GO SLP NOW MAYBE..HAHA.

2007-06-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA.that was what me and sinee were doing at habourfront city.!!hahaa.the secondary school days are back!!only today la.but it is more than enuf!
woke up in the morning.met tessa at tanah merah and went to changi airport to send PAM TAN ^^

PAM:it has really been a while since i last saw u.haha.u enjoy urself in hongkong k.u are loved by me too.and dun need to be sorry bout morning.haha.went tthere to send u off and let u see me!!haha.no la.jkjk.take care.we have some catching up to do when u come back 6 days later.:))loves.huggs.

den me tessa went to study though we were tired.haha.sam came to send the plane which flew to hongkong already.haha.we studied in macs.haha.i managed to reivse econs but i think i m gng to fail it cos econs is like so CHIMOLOGY or maybe it is cos chan la.okay.i shall not blame others but myself for not being able to pass.kahhwee u better work hard!!!no more slacking la!!!we studied till like 5 den we left.i headed for vivo while they left for dunno where.haha.i bought some food for my ah ma!!i haven seen her for a while.haha.so bought her some food.haha.den i met up with sinEE and we headed for vivo AGAIN.like what the.haha.sinee went in search of present for her 9th month!!haha.in the end she bought two shirts for mr jiahao.haha.den we walked ard gng nuts.really went nuts.haha.laugh non stop and we even chased after the bus which came suddenly!reached home at 10:))

winston read this!!!haha.sorry bout the pain i caused to u that time.i have to be honest to you.i was taken aback that time too.it has been long since i last chatted with you.i can speak my mind when i chat with you.hahasi have never regretted havin a friend like u whom i can tell my stuffs to.though i only know u like in sec 3 or 4.okay i duno when.haha.a bit dumb la.u cant blame me for that.haha.anw take care ok.we must keep in contact.:))huggs.JIAYOU:))

HUITING:haha.i walked up there la.!!omg!!should have called out to u!!i miss u la.haven talk to u properly for a long time!catch up soon k.

JOAN:oh yea.we have some catching up to do babe.see you soon.loves.

YIXUAN:u better go bathe i tell u lazy bum bum.u have become nicer!!haha.MY LOVER:D

TESSA:take care:))seeee u next weeekkk.lovess.

JESS:i m gonna live 5 days without u!!haha.see u tmr:))loves.

RYAN:haha.of cos.my blog must be COLOURUL:D.anw i bet u idol my ah ma!!haha.cos she cook nice food and i ate a lot!!haha:))

YINGQIU:u were pretendin to slp.slp is the word la.ahhaa.

SINEE:MUAHAHA.u make me so happy and crazy today.u are crazy too la.haha.

PAM:I M COUNTING DOWN!!<3

THE WONDERFUL PPLE THAT CROSSED MY LIFE<3

pple has been asking bout me how are u in sa.what can i say actually?i duno.though i admit that i still haven really learn to like the school and i may not even learn to do that in two years but one thing is i can communicate with pple in the class la.but one thing.without mich and my wonderful ac friends i bet i wun survive there.thought the ac pple are not there with me, sometimes their smses just make my day:))sa wise.okay fine.i think i hate some guys or i shd use dislike.hate is too strong a word to be used.haha.i only hate one or two la.i hate their attitude.they just spend their days ponning classes and meetin up to play dota and then in the holidays be closet muggers.whatever hell la.if u pple want to skip sch den please dun come.without the existence of u all, i feel happier in school.especially JERIEL SNG!!the gals are relatively ok la.haaha.i m fine with anyone de.okay no more bout sa.

2007-06-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

yest was a happy day with the wonderful pple:)))
JESSICA the little gall:D
RYAN the piiggy:D
QI'EN my darling:D
SHIBIN the kiddooo:D
AND OF COURSE the wonderfull ME:D
we totally had much fun though the time so short:))i love my og:))let me try to recall the chain of wonderful events

supposed to meet at 130.i saw lejing.haha.everyone was late except me and jess,ryan came earlier as his cute mock test ended and that stupid shibin was late after his driving lesssons.whatever...
took the monorail into sentosa:)quite fun cos it was almost everyone's first time:))

me jesss ryan took the skyride together while that wonderful couple took one and the dumb shibin keep sayin the thing was tiltin to my side.duhxx.no one was sitting next to jess maybe:)the ride up was funny la.ryan and jess were damn funny and ryan say if my slippers drop he will laugh..but i went up with everythin intact:))

took the luge ride down.jess and i were the first to move but i was the last to reach.shibin was racing with some pple.duno whu.haha.just know one fact.he is damn fastt.:)
den we walked along the beach and slack ard..wanted to go underwater world but was ex:(( so din go.went back to the beach to play frisbee!thanks ah ryan for making me run!!haha.and jess also!!it was so fun:))though there were only three pple playin.shibin and qien were sunbathin i supposed.haha.in the end all five of us played.haha

shibin have tuition so we left for seven eleven to buy drinks before we went to take CABLE CAR:)))HAAHAA.it was shoo fun.haha.i love cable car:))
me jess ryan left for vivo for dinner.i ate shilin chicken and the two ate seame ice cream.haha.i went to meet yx and titii.they were supposed to go to level three in the end they bought tix for pirates:))we slack till ard 930 and attempted to style ryan's hair which we failed to do so.haha.den we caught the 950 show.it was a nice show.haha.though i was freezing and not being able to understand some parts.haha.nvm.jess went nuts again after the show as usual.haha.reached home at one plus and daddy was waiting for me:))geee.
thanks jessica ryan qien shibin.haha.i love u all sho much.thanks for comin into my life and making me HAPPY:))i love my COOL OG:))
and not forgeetting sa6 duhzz.

fotos from yest:))))wheeee.....

YIXUAN:I M PROUD OF U FOR BEING ABLE TO WALK HOME FROM TIONG BAHRU.FIRST TIME UR LEGS ARE MOVING LA:)) i love u sooo much mans..
JOLEEEN:HEY YO GAL!!U FOUND YOUR WAY HERE!!HAHA.YUPPS.I GO TO UR BLOG TOOO:D
PAM:HEY GAL!!TAKE CARE IN HK.HAHA.BUY MANY MANY THINGS.AND I WILL SEE U TMR MORNING.YEA BABE.MISS U.
TESSA:HEY GAL.HAHA.MISS MY VOICE RYTE.HAHA.SORRY I DIN CALL U BACK COS I WAS WATCHING PIRATES AT 1O PM!!
JOAN:HEY GAL.I HAVEN SEEN U FOR A LooooooNG TIME.SEE YA SOON:)U ARE DEARLY MISSED BY KAHWHEE.UNDERSTAND?
JESS:HEY IT WAS A WONDERFUL DAY!!HAHA.LET'S PLAN ANOTHER LONGER ONE!!HAHA:))
RYAN:THANKS FOR MAKING ME RUN.HAHA.I NEED THOSE MAN.HAHA.:))
QI'EN:HAHA.U ARE SUCH A SWEER GALFRIEND:))
SHIBIN:U ARE A WONDERFUL BARGAINER.EVERY OUTIING U BETTER BE THERE.HAHA.
YINGQIU GOH:STUDY HARD FOR TMR:))HAHA.U SLP SO COOLY...HAHA
THE SUPER RETARDED BAICHI:UR FOTO IS SUPER COOL AND PLEASE I M NOT GONNA REMOVE IT.I M GONNA SEND TO JIAHAO SOMEMORE!!

2007-06-05T22:29:00.000+08:00

finally i m updatin my blog.went for sj camp at moe dairy farm since last week.haha.holiday has starting and this is supposed to be the mugging month la.guess what.THE PRO KAHHWEE HASNT REALLY STARTED MUGGING.SHE HAS BEEN SLACKING ARD.i miss the ac pple so much.i m goonaa meet them lots in the holi.i m sorry to say but i dun miss sa as much:((

thurs
left for work.business was not bad.yay.
sleepover at jess house with mich too
we were looking at some stuffs and laughing like mad

friday
went to open the stall and left in like 1 hour plus.
went to YIXUAN<3>

camp
the whole camp was YUCKY.i m sorry to say that sec 4s but i think the whole camp was not well planned at all.
sec3s: well done cadets.i have seen tremendous improvement in most of u all.u all have the potential to carry on.jiayou.i m always behind u all.
the only nice thing bout the camp was catchin up with yingqiu sinee jim audrey mok.haha.the times spent in the bunk were the happiest.though we were only playin cards and stuff but i mean it was nicer than some activities that were plannedhaha.there are funny fotos which i took.ahaha.the only thing i m proud of mysef bout the camp was that i managed to climb up the rock wall which i usually cant.haha.heavy mah.cant blame.lucky the wall din collapse.thanks pple who cheered me on.
sec 3s: i heard your cheers:))thanks.it really led me on.
booked out on sunday at bout 10 plus after the 12 km or whateever hike which started at 4AM!!!went with sinee to have breakfast and HOME SWEET HOME

jim is sleeping....

yingqiu is SLEEPING TOO

yingqiu and me<3audrey is HARDWORKIN PLEASE...

SHE THINKS SHE IS COOL

SCANDALS IN THE BUNK....

monday
slacking at home cos i wasnt feelin well.did some packing as i tot of yixuan whose table was super neat!!
yixuan:thanks for the inspiration man!!i love u soooo much.sorry tiiitii:))
tessa:sorry that i cant meet u to study.i m sorry esp when i have to tell u last min.:((

today
supposed to meet jess at holland v to study but she happily wake up at 12 plus so i went over to her house to meet her.we studied.and the main thing i wan to say is that jess home is like a food paradise la.she just keep feedin me with food.from muffins to cheesecake to seaweed to cornflakes....we played badminton outside her house for a while before we left for dinner.and jess suggested that we can have og gathering there the next time.:))
i finished copyin the graphin techniques notes and the econs lecture notes.:))shall keep up the good work.:))

words to the special pple..:)))

SINEE:U BETTER PASS UR TESTS I TELL U.BIG TIME SLEEPER LA.HAHA.toilet life is wonderful isnt it.haha

YINGQIU:the hardworking gal:))good luck for ur exams

AUDREY:haha.been long since i last saw u.take care:))

JIM:i didnt really talked much to u in the camp so yupp.haha.catch up some other time

MOK:stop sleepin so soundly in camp the next time.alumni!!!

PAM:HEY GAL.I MISS U SO MUCH.THE LAST TYM I SAW U WAS SO LONG AGO!MEET UP SOON AND TAKE CARE OF URSELF OVERSEAS.BUY MANY MANY THINGS:))loves<3>TESSA:HEY GAL:))SORRY BOUT YEST.MEET UP SOON YEA.

YIXUAN:HEY MY LESBIAN:))HAHA.OUR AFTERNOON STAND.MEET UP SOON AND PLEASE KINDLY RMB UR MEALS:))

HUITING:u better stop eating ah.haha.anw meet up soon.din really talk to u that day:((smile:))

SA6:I MISS U PPLE!!SHOULD NOT HAVE LEFT EARLY.TAKE CARE.I LOVE U PPLE.

JESS:u better finish ur tutorial tonight if not no cable car for u tmr.muahahaha.

YAY I M MEETING THE WONDERFUL FIREDRAKE FOR CABLE CAR AND SENTOSA!!haha.i love u all.muacks.loves.

2007-05-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

haven been updating my blog for some time:))so i decided to update NOW!!

saturday
slack at home the whole day
left to meet tessa in town to shop and sam was there.super funny.
met the class for dinner.not the whole class though.but nvm:))SJI COMING!!!I'M SO SO HAPPY

sunday
slackin at home watchin tv
left to meet tessa and calvin at KAP to study.we did study SOME STUFFS!!
went to cut my dumb hair and now it has become worse:((
met SINEE at BM.shop ard NTUC:)) and we bought the drinks ANYTHING and WHATEVER.started taking foto using the cans.WE ARE RETARDED :D

monday
sleep till quite late.
went to jess house with the intention to mug but in the end din.only finish readin STRAITS TIME:)
ate dinner at her place:)omg.jess dad can cook super well.
she left for ac choir concert while i left for UCC for nan hua's cultural night.
met up with 761 excluding MEIYI:((and also saw some juniors and teachers and friends.MISS THEM<3>

today
went to school for maths lecture.i was late for half an hour.damn smart.then is gp lecture.
met tessa and samuel at serene to study.quite productive.finish revision for one chap:))
left to meet jess at ikea with the intentions to buy some stuffs to pack our rooms.bought nothing in the end.
left for town.i m so happy that i bought tht coat i wanted.also got a shirt.GSS IS WONDERFUL:))got bro his jacket.jess bought 8 sushi at 2 bucks only!!!haha.
came home at bout 930 and here i m blogging:))

PAM TAN AND CATHERINE ROCK

2007-05-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

SECOND POST OF THE DAY

shall not tok bout school YESTERDAY cos it was so stupid.everything is so lethargic.all the guys pon to go play dota i guess.hopeless cases..haha.only zach is the man and i mean it.he is the only guy who turns up everyday and i m lucky to have him in my pw grp:))

after sch left for vivo to meet jim to settle some stuffs den went to nh to meet bernice and i was super late kind.i m sorry bernice:( i made her wait and wait and wait for so many times yest.haha.cos i was talkin to this junior that junior.apparently it was initiation parade la.and we din noe so yupp happened to be there so watched.went to staff room and both of us spent some time there talkin this and that to our teachers:))i miss nh teachers:))

okay and the smart KAHHWEE STILL DID NOT TAKE HER O'S CERT.I THINK THE CLERK THROW AWAY LE..

went to jalan besar to support maria but i was late like mad.okay.something nice.WELL DONE SA SOCCER GALS.YOU GALS BROKE SOME VICTORIANS' HEART.AND MARIA!YOU ARE THE BEST!!!CONGRATS GAL.this is somethin that u will seldom see here.kahhwee praising her school mans.oops.

left for town with regina and jessie:))we were crapping and bitching.haha.it was fun man.regina eat and eat and eat!haha.we two too.haha.bought someone's present

went to NAFA to pass RACHEL:D her pressie..i swear i was running.but not very fast.cant risk it.later earthquake.sat there talk to SA6 pple:))jeco and titi RAN all the way to PS to get flowers.sweet jeco huh.and he look super unglam after that.haha.there was a wonderful scene:))after a long long long long wait, yixuan went to eat with titi and jeco and i went home.haha.saw joan and most of the dancers.finally their last day and they can have a wonderful rest tmr:))three wonderful nighs:))

tessa rachel yixuan and me

JOAN:rest well my dear gal.u need ample rest to recover.loves.
JOLEEN:rest well too.it was marvellous and this is the first time i see u dance:))
CALVIN:you big time whiner.slp la.whatever.and stop ur rubbish.
REGINA JESSIE:hhahaa.touch rugby:))train hard ah..
JESS:the photos take super SHORT to load maybe.took centuries.huggs.
YINGQIU:I LOVE YOU MANY MANY MANY.just kiddding only.
SINEE:we need to go out one day to get ur present i m sorry:( huggs.

2007-05-26T13:58:00.000+08:00

alright this is a LONG POST which consists of two days.

okay i shall talk bout wrestlers FIRST!!WOW WOW WOW!!IT WAS SO NICE:))

JOAN ROCKS.CALVIN ROCKS.JOLEEN ROCKS.HANN BIN ROCKS.ELIZA ROCKS.VANESSA ROCKS.AND ALL THE AC DANCER ROCKS:))THE DANCE WAS SUPER NICE AND THAT'S IT.IT WAS A MARVELLOUS NIGHT:))

calvin was super funny when he dance.when he came out me jess ryan was like laughing kind la.ok.shall not be so bad.guess he wun see this post either.but after that he danced quite well.haha.joan is like WOW!she is such a wonderful dancer la...haha.if i have to pay to watch again i wun mind..haha.
den we went to bugis to eat.but din eat la.all the shops closed maybe.haha.in the end we ended up trapped!!HOW SMART CAN THE FEW OF US BE LA...haha.shall upload some fotos we took:))though i look horrible in most:((

the beautiful and HOT dancers

og an HOT CALVIN

OG:)) at wrestlers

2007-05-24T12:39:00.000+08:00

ahaha.pple are in school while me at home!!haha.
din feel like gng to school since there is onlly one hour of lessons.haha.so i rather sleep!haha.

yest school was so tiring!!bet is cos i slp at 230 the night before.haha.went to the library and i slp from 8 to 10 before attending the chinese and econs.nothing went into my brains anw.haha.too tired to absorb anithing already.haha.
went for badminton training FINALLY after more than one and the half months of ponning!!i sort of lost touch in the first few mins but after some hitting, i managed to have some improvements.haaha.ok.sweat and sweat and sweat.during rest time, the few of us were "BONDING" and once again my love for ac came up again.*shruggs*

bathe and went to town to meet the wonderful jessssica tan who made me walk to far east.haha.i realised i meet this gal more than once every week.but i dun get tired of it though cos she can always plant the smile i need on my face:))wanted to shop for clothes but yupp cant find any to my fancy so din buy.haha.bought FRIED MARS BAR at the basement and
jess found it nice and commented: I SHALL GO HOME AND FRY MY MARS BARS. her brains are always filled with the most strange ideas.

i swear she is gng to make someone her guinea pig so pple pls be careful!!haha.
left for taka when all the shops are closed and we decided to head home.was really tired when i reach home.but i can actually watch tv for one half hours before i slp!!hhahahasss...attempted to persuade ryan to spike his hair but i failed:((haha.

have to go down to delta stadium to support the hocket gals in finals.usually i go down to see amanda only.haha.this tym i shall go down to see for awhile since it is near my home and i m slacking at home now.haha.but i guess i wun be there for long la.maybe i will go down to ac to visit visiit.*scared*good luck hockey gals.(yes kahhwee is wishing the sa pple FINALLY)

YEA!!TONIGHT IS WRESTLERS.I M GONNA SEE JOAN JOLEEN HANN BIN CALVIN THE BOY:))SEE YOU PPLE MAN!!!

2007-05-23T01:57:00.001+08:00

time to blog again.bet the whole world is piggin now while i m still awake working on GPP.cool huh.

a day without chinese lessons is so cool la.able to do much more.ran with mich for pe and watchin the class playing captain's ball once again.sa does not seem to have more interesting game.when i joined in, i felt so irritated.jessie i think u noe why!haha.

maths tutorial.as usual.she was speakin so softly that only the first row can hear and that was where i was sitting.everytime the class attempt to ask her a question she gets irritated.WHAT IS THIS MAN!
chem.the best la.no one told us bout the change in timing for the test until like yest.cant blame daryl cos he was busy with seasons i guess.still had the test in the end after ms leong go thr some shit that i think i din noe before.ok.sort of helped me in the questions.hope i can pass man..

receiveed pam:)) call after school.she jus had her dental and was finiding someone to go study with her.she wans to study for her chem retest.i m sure she will do well cos she is PAM:)) i m sorry gal that i cant meet up with u to study.tok to her bout some sa stufffs yupp.it was nice talkin to her.

went to town to meet jim for fun.he din even have an aim in shoppin.haha.roam from far east to shaw to wisma.saw eve, jonadab and a lot of sa pple maybe,cant find any nice bags:(( nevermind.great singapore sales is coming so there may be more coming out i guess.went ikea to get some stuffs and visited my ex colleagues.we saw jiahong sir there!!chatted with him bout some sjab stuffs.what else..haha.jim came over to my place cos he claims he very long din come.had dinner.while watchin his channel 8 show, he was using my acc to persuade SINEE to go fo the camp.whatever.and they started crappin bout the show la.fine.haha.he left bout 10 to go find SINEE maybe.nice one la jim.

jim claims that this foto is nicer.....

JIM:it was nice catching up with u today.haha.found out stuffs that i din noe bout last tym.WOW.:D
SINEE:haha.jim is super crap and u are too la.crap with him.haha.nice casino research u have to do huh.faster do and go orh orh.ur fav job:))
YINGQIU:haha.i change blogskin to suit u already alryte!!u better have no more complains i tell u if not I i i i......
CALVIN:enjoy ur first wrestlers night tmr!!rest well dude.:))
PAM:good luck for ur chem retest tmr!!haha.rest well babe and must recover soon.SATURDAY!!!
YIXUAN:dun get angry with me la.okokkok.i go out with u ok.no prob la.haha.
REGINA:cheer up gal.if they dun pay u call the police hotline 999!!haha.i lend u my fone to call maybe.haha.

the wonderful AC ruggers:D..photo from pam:))

2007-05-21T21:08:00.000+08:00

school is such a boring day today:( so i decided not to elaborate on anything.BUT i m irritated by the clit teacher.

went to ccab to support rugby.supposed to be neutral but in the end i was totally cheerin loudly for ac.

it was a hot and sorchy game for both team but yupp they played well.i m proud of ac ruggers:))sa too.

congrats to ac and sa.after the match i broke down la.maybe i cant accpet that sa won ac because all my friends are in ac team.i feel so guilty and i wonder how m i gng to face them when i see them the next time.my whole brain was just filled with all these ideas.so tears just came down and down.thanks yixuan for the companiion.haha.without u i think i will just continue crying.i m alright le.dun worry:))
i m in such a confused state now.though i m not in the team at all and i think it doesnt concern me anw but i duno why i felt so sad.i dunno....

YIXUAN:THANKS GURL.MAYBE U ARE RIGHT.IS NOT THE SCHOOL BUT THE FRIENDS I HAVE IN THE AC TEAM.THANKS FOR USING YOUR HANDS TO WIPE MY TEARS AND EAT YOUR MCWINGS.I LOVE YOU<3>
PAM:i miss u so much gal.thanks for all the entertainment at macs.it really made my day better esp after the match
TESSA:finally you got the letter.haha.thanks for just now and sorry for the horrible scene when i broke down on the way.i m okay le.esp when there is REVERSO:))
MELISSA:darling:))i had a wonderful time at macs just now.thanks a lot.muackss.
TITI:i am okay le:))hope u guys are alryte.haha.and it is such a bad timing when u came over!!
AC RUGGERs:great game and i m sorry that my school actually won when u all tied.
JESSss:SAVE ME FROM ALL THESE MISERY!!:((
Jiayi:i miss you so much.it was a pleasure seeing you at the game today.thanks for always being there for me when i needed u.

2007-05-20T12:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday was such a wonderful day!haha.i had so much fun la!!.~~this is somethin that sa cannot really gimme~~

i went shopping with tessa!!hahas.we were supposed to meet at 13o and apparently both of us were late with me being slightly later than her.hahas.we went to bugis street and shopped ard for clothes.yupp.tried on some clothes but din buy becos we decided to walk around first before deciding whether to buy them.haha.after walking, kahhwee decided to slaack so we went to the teenage cafe and sat there.we sort of crap la and i AM SUPER JEALOUS THAT THE WONDERFUL SA6 DUN HAVE TO ATTEND LESSONS ON MONDAY BECOS OF BOWLING!!what is this man!!but i will still be seein them at ccab for the sa vs ac rugby game.oh my la.i m looking forward to tmr!haven seen some of them for centuries la!!den we walked on to bugis shopping where we walked ard finding nothing to buy.haha.tessa brought me to this place with narrow walkway as she mentioned..but it was alryte.haha.the main thing is shopping with tessa makes me happy la.!we walked back to bugis strt again where tessa bought her shorts.it was a nice one:))den both of us bought slippers!!i have been buying so much shoes!!ahaha.but i feel so happy!!

went off at ard 6 to go meet the og to go the hwa chong for dantong dance.jess and i walked from one bus stop to another to wait for ryan shibin qien and the three of them ah...still walking happily when 74 come.but in the end we still managed to catch the bus and reached hwa chong.haha.got the tickets from dantong.5 pple with 4 tickets.so of cos one of us sneaked in.so shibin ryan and qien went in first.PRO shibin came out from the back door and brought us in and he commented that we dun even need tickets!!hhaa.quite true.there arent anyone at the back door.haha.sitting arrangement.we had some argument over that.haha.fine.the show started.saw dantong's dance and i must say that she is one of the better dancer among her dances.she is more energetic:))sumtime that irritate me jess and ryan is the lady sitting in front of us,.she was allso dancing.her head keep moving and moving.super irritating.blockage!!hahas.nvm.forget it.omg the hc modern dance is super nice la.the red umbrella that flew up impress jess so much.haha.there was also somethng that disgussted us.there is one gal who is super thin to the extreme.when she dance is like her waist is going to break at any moment la.!!omg.haha.at night jie hao was telling me his hand are the size of her legs..

after the dance we met dantong and dennis and we went for late dinner at newton.haha.ate stringray which we ordered from jeco's good friend.haha.ordered 12 chicken wings la.shibin is the big fat pig la!eat and eat!hahas.crappin throughout and DANTONG SIMPLY GONE MAD.she keep asking where is the stingray whn she was already eating it.haha.and she kept laughin and laughing.she is super funny la.all of us are impressed.haha.but there was so much laughter and i really really love that atmosphere.:))we left at bout 12 and all of us went separate ways...haha...such a wonderful day.

alright.shall go back to be a mugger now.because i have so much homework..GP somemore!!omg!!

2007-05-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

i decided to blog today because i am so disappointed in myself for the maths test!!i m utterly disappointed in myself for not using all my brain cells during the test and gonna end up getting horrible grades!!i dun understand why i am unable to do a simple mathematical induction question when i had practice for that questioN!sucks.i think actually is partly cos of peer pressure within the class la.the pple thinks that i m good in maths but seriously i m not.maybe the stress came from there i guess.argh.i was so irritated when some of them just kept blaming me for the test la.please!!i din ask u all to sit beside me and i told u all i m not good in maths le.sad plus anger leads to T***S.after the test was econs la.i think mich was shocked when she saw tears gathering round mmy eyes.but thanks to her i became better!haha.den it was break before pw started and mr chua was nagging at us.haha.after pw was the end of the dAY!so happy.but went all the way to delta stadiumm to watch the hockey.sa got 3rd placing for hockey guys.congrats.i din watch.only went to pass amanda pockey!haha.rhymes.

den i went off to meet my two darlings YINGQIU and SINEE!we went to catch a movie at cathay.i must tok bout this!the cinema was so cold that i was in different pose to keep myself warm.next.the movie is so not like chronicles of narnia.haha.the story plot of bridge of....i forgot already.haha.though it was boring but the show is touching towards the end la.haha.i think SINEE was crying or what.then we went shopping.talking bout shoppin i m meeting TESSA GOH to shop again tmr!so happy.shopping makes my troubles go aaway!!haha.i bought a big water bottle, a jacket and a pair of shoes!!i m so happy with all the shoppin la!haha.the sadness just went off when i m shopping!!we went from plaza sing to suntec and esplanade and finally home!haha.so exciting.but we both reached home before 930:))good gals..

i shall study hard with jessica who likes to slack and oso with pple from SA6 who i missed dearly in the holidays.shall leave some notes for some pple..

SINEE and YINGQIU:thanks for being there to shower me with so much love and concern wheneever i need.just one sms is enough to let u pple noe what i was feeling and stuff.u two never fails to brighten up my sad days with all the nonesense that u all have!i love u two a lot.muacks.

YIXUAN: thanks gal for the encouragement and love:)).okay i will pass my maths test like u said..no matter what the result will be i will face it strongly and happily:)).as for monday just see how things go lo.but i try to be neutral.aiya.u noe it is impossible for me la.but anw.I WANT TO TELL U SOMETHING AND THAT IS I LOVE YOU SO MUCHIE!!U ROCK MY LIFE AND I MEAN IT:))(dun jealous ah....)

RACHEL:haha.still working now?

JESSICA:u better go pack ur room and keep all the unglam things.dump them somewhere where no one can see all the weird stuffs.haha.okay.thanks for always being there for me!I LOVE YOU~u bring happiness to my life.

RYAN:goodnight mr piggie.haha.good boy:))

TESSA:see you tmr my dear.hahas.thanks for listening to me whine today on ur way to RV:))

JIM:take care pal.get well soon.see you in the camp and we have a lot of catching up to do and stress relieving activities.:D

SA6:I MISS YOU PPLE DEARLY LA!!MEET UP WITH U ALL SOON WHEN I HAVE THE TIME TO RETURN TO AC:DD.

2007-05-16T21:44:00.000+08:00

today is such a tiring day for me!!school is so bored esp when my first lesson of the day is CHINESE!!and he just goes on nagging and nagging and nagging!!omg la.taboleh tahan!!haha.den is econs.the lecture was not bad and kahhwee is finally understanding some econs terms which i think i dun understand in the past lectures which is quite serious.!!i m gng to blog bout yest la.i got back chem test paper and the gp compre.was happy with the chem results.HOWEVER!!!i failed GP very very badly.omg.how am i gonna pass my gp for terms la.i having a big big headache already la.sobs..i promise jasmine whu went nutty that i will pass my next gp test.omg!now i think bout it!i feel so stupid bout the promise cos i think i gonna fail!SUCKS LAH!!

ok.today.went down to old police academy to support the ac ruggers.hey guys: GOOD GAME.FIGHT ON FOR THE NEXT GAME:D

for once i shall not be bias.the sa ruggers played well against rjc.though they lost but then yupp they did their best and that is the most imp thing.good job guys.

i felt guilty again after the match.this sucks.why m i always feeling bad after a rugby match!!sucks lah.wth is going on with me.there is really something wrong!!after michelle tok to me that she felt sad for SA i have no feelings still.when i walked with yixuan,i suddenly felt guilty!haha.i called her and told her i will tok to her tmr.haha.okay.i was bad la.i was cheering for rjc.becos at first the coach pissed me off la.he hurled vulgarities at the rj ruggers when they cheered when sa lost the penalty.so i was pretty angry and esp the next moment when rj lost the penalty goal, sa cheered even louder.i bet the rj coach scolded them too maybe.aiya.my brains were not functioning properly in the rjc and sajc game lahs.sucks la.i guess i can might as well do without the brain la.haha.i saw the spirit of sa.yupps.but the only thing i did was clapping becos i duno their cheers and i dun really wan to cheer esp when i m still angry!haha.nvm.sorry sa ruggers that i did not cheer for u all.

ii shall go sleep now.too tired le.fell asleep on the bus.!haha.sucks.YIXUAN I BET YOU ARE SLEEPING NOW ALREADY!:DD

2007-05-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

i m just stucked in this big dilemma.!!i feell like ponning chinese tmr but like very bad.but i haven got time to read the chinese text and even if i attend he will just nag and nag and BOAST!!this is something i hate bout that WANG!!ah...i dunnoo what to do..can someone advive me if i should attend chinese!!(no one knows bout this blog anw so i m talking to myself)KAHHWEE SUCK LA!KAHHWEE HATES KAHHWEE.!!ARGH.!!

2007-05-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

THANKS ZIHUI FOR SAYING MY BLOGSKIN COPY HER OLD ONE.HAHA.I AM INDEPENDENT ANYWAY.HAHA.I CHANGED IT MYSELF:D

THIS IS THE PHOTO I WANT TO SHOW U KHO ZIHUI!!

2007-05-12T21:50:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS TO AC BAND WITH THE GOLD WITH HONOURS and T** BAND:D and AC CO with GOLD:D GREAT JOB.

though i am not in ac anymore, but when ryan told me the results i felt happy for them.sa got gold with honours too so yupp congrats too pple(though they wun be reading this post at all)

went to do baking with 761 today because yingqiu and sinE needed them for whatever sales they have in TP.went to meiyi's place to help with the baking.then came home to settle some stuffs before i met yixuan to study!hahas.i think i only did 2 questions and she only wrote 2 lines for chinese.NICE NO.2.hahas.we talked a lot a lot.haha.felt so blessed to have a friend like her.can tell her almost everything and this is something that i cant do in SA.sobs.haha.we also ended up crappin a lot la.and APPARENTLY SOMETHING HAPPENED!hahas.okay, shall not elaborate but it was rather scary to me though.haha.then both of us left to have dinner.hahas.glad to have a decent meal today.have been eating maggie mee for like two days after my mummy went to thailand.though can buy but then too lazy since i am always at home alone.daddy and bro comes home at such late hours and by then my eyes are half open.ahha.but MUMMY IS COMING BACK TMR!YEAHH!hhahas.

i shall go be a good gal and mug for my maths test.hahas

2007-05-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

i m finally blogging after leaving my blog to rot.
went to watch the rugby match, RJ vs AC. cheer up AC ruggers esp my friends.you all played very well.wonderful game.TAKE MORE REST:D
i feel so guilty after watching the match and esp when i say jeco who came back from the badminton games.there was badminton match and like i should go down to support sa because is like i m in badminton.but i din and went down to rj to support the ac ruggers instead.no matter how i persuaded myself to go to support the badminton team.and what's more i should be supporting MY OWN SCHOOL but I JUST CANT. i dun feel anything for sa.i dun wan to support them esp when they play against ac.i dun have a sense of belonging there and i think that is the main reason why i m not supporting the teams there.i tried convincing myself to accept the school.but whenever i try to do somethin to accept the school, i would end up hating the school more because of some stuffs that happen.i dun wan to tell my ac friends these as i dun wan them to worry.i promise them that i will adapt but i really really cant.when i was screaming and cheering for the ac team, i felt that i was still part of the school but I M NOT already.i should be doing all these screaming and shouting in SA but if i were there, i bet nothing would come out from me as i dun wan to cheer for them.what the hell am i thinking actually.sa is my school.ac is not my school anymore!!!AHHHH.sucks la.kahhwee sucks big time.hhow can i ever convince myself to like my school, to support the teams??when the ac pple were cheering, i can totally feel their spirit and how much they supported the team with all their might.i think in sa i would never ever see such a situation.there wasnt much support for most of the games.take like badminton, only one girl from the cca went down to support.it was supposed to be two BUT THE SUCKY KAHHWEE CHOOSE TO GO RJ.what the hell is this..!!forget it la.kahhwee just sucks!!
MY LIFE IS SCREWED FROM THE DAY OF RESULTS.KAHHWEE JUST SUCKS LA.EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS SCREWED AWAY.I SHOULD JUST ISOLATE MYSELF FROM THE REST OF THE WORLD AND HIDE SOMEWHERE WHERE I DUN NEED TO FACE ALL THESE.I SUCK!!!

2007-04-22T15:00:00.001+08:00

yest night all the seniors and teachers in charge were overjoyed.!!we are so proud of our juniors!they have done us really really proud!we have never achieved such wonderful results for a very long time!!!
NA--1st
NC--2nd
AA--3rd
AC--3rd
this results is really remarkable.oh my god oh my god!!haha.i m so happy.but i guess both the AA team and AC team are very sad.
AA: though i was not the commander in charge of you all but let me tell u all something!u all have really done us very proud.you have have surpassed yourself and the results last tym!wonderful!keep up the good work and yarr CHEER UP!!
AC:seeing you all so sad makes me and jim especially feel sad.though we did not train u all personally for this competition but yupp there is this strong bonding!!you all did not make any mistakes and you all have not let us down!in fact you all have done us proud!!we feel very honoured!!you all are wonderful and we love you all a lot!!do not be disheartened!!there is still next year and i believe you all will stand up and beat the rest down next yr.JIAYOU!!!HUGGS
NA:congratulation on clinching the first.can see and understand the sadness.you all broke a new record!!you gals are wonderful.one for all all for one and that send the tears running down yest!but no matter what,you sec 4s have really put in a great effort.continue this effort in your studies and top the level!weelll done!
NC:ok!this group of girls.see..told you all you all surely can make it de!i m so so so proud of you all!!i wass so happy when the results was announced yest!!!i noe you all feel sad for the ambulance but no matter what you all as a squad has done well!!i m so so happy alright!!!!haha.i noe i owe you all a treat..choose a day alright!!haha.but please dun rob me and rmb to exclude mc and lk.hhahas.just kidding!take care i love you all.muacks.

2007-04-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

2007-04-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

i just cant stand this ANY further. SA 07A08 guys simply just sucks la.they are not guys i should say.they just pissed the gals off so much that i feel like using all the funny words at them!my first ever sports day in SA is just ruined by them and that makes me hate the college much more further.already there is nothing much for me to like and now this has to happen.why can i have an enjoyable sports day!!!!irritatiing!!
what happened was this.our class signed up for the 1o X 200m mixed relay which will require 5 gals and 5 guys to run.all the female runners are like prepared to be running today and we sort of know that the guys are ponning because they mention it yest and what we tot was that they aare kidding us but guess what, those COWARDS are really suckers that they dun even bother to turn up.at least zach turns up and wanted to run.then when i was walking into sch in the morning i saw MR ANDY and he was telling me that he is now going to east coast to meet the rest to go play lan.LIKE WHAT SHIT IS THAT LA...CHEATED HIS PARENTS AND THEN SKIP SCHOOL TO GO PLAY LAN WHEN THEY HAVE A RELAY AWAITING THEM!JUST CAN BELIEVE THEY LACK THIS BASIC SPORTSMANSHIP!!suckers!andd this wasnt the only thing that i was mad about!!before jessie and regina went to see the teacher, mich and i went already and the teacher was telling us we will get detention class as a whole and like what the hell.if it is pe detention means running la.the gals are like innocent parties and because of those IRRESPONSIBLE FELLOWS we gals have to be punished.though it is like one for all kind but this time the gals dun deserve!!
jessie and regina went to find the teachers and they got scolded like in front of all the participants la.it was really loud.and when regina called andy.he just say:tell the teacher it is not your fault la.!WHAT THE HELL!!i mean like cant something more responsible such as sorry come out of their dumb mouths.they play lan please!!i cant stand them la.in class they lack the motivation to study and now they dun even have the sportsmanship to turn up for the event and the courtesy to apologise when they are in the wrong!!I HATE THEM LA.i pity regina and jess for getting scolded when it is not their fault at all la!!the stupid guys may think i m making a big fuss but ya i m super irritated by how u stupids guys are doing things.sick and tired.MY LIFE IN SA JUST SUCKS HAVING SUCH A CLASS WITH SUCH IRRESPONSIBLE AND IRRITATING GUYS!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH....

2007-04-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

maybe my blog has rotted and since the hardworking yixuan is also bloggin maybe i should do something about it man!!haha
life in THAT interesting school simply just get me irritated everyday.i find no motivation in studying partly because no one in my wonderful class bothers about studies.no one cares bout whether they will pass or fail.hais.even sports day tmr i bet the class will just disappear.submitted the names and now all the guys dun wan to run or in fact they dun wan to come to school and what came out of their mouths is that i m sick..i m tired..i cant run..all the excuses!!so now 10 girls have to run instead of mixed.i dun understand la.i think i will just die there la.it is ok.no one bothers anyway so ya just fail and retain..high chances..cant do anything bout it..
the thing i hate most is ECONOMICS.maybe i was telling myself before i was taking econs that i will love this sub but now.NO WAY.just simply because of how the school teachers teach.how can they possibly not touch on the basic concepts throughly and straight away proceed to ESSAYS!they think we are genius i guess and see.out of 257 pple, less than 1o pple passed the essay test..see how remarkable the school econs department is.and my WONDERFUL EXCELLENT POWERFUL econs teacher has this objective whenever he comes to class and that is GIVING US BREAK AND ENCOURAGING US TO PON!!omgomgomgomg!i just cant stand him la.maybe mdm kee is like a million times better.at least there is something useful to pay attention to....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!i simply just miss all the pple in AC!!

~~despite the pain i suffered whenever the scene appear but i guess the scar will heal by itself as time pass by.i hope i can and i want to.~~

2007-03-17T13:57:00.000+08:00

whoa i guess this blog is really rotting!hahas.decided to give it some life.
firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY TEO!!
yest had class gathering over at pam's house.hahas.met melly, shirzz, titi and yixuan at vivo to buy the stuffs needded for bbq.den we carried the stuff to the cold storage and then we continue buying stuff.after that we waited for the rest to come but we decided to go pam house to wait first.heer maid is interesting.everyone came and we started the bbq.hahas.then i was standin at the bbq pit the whole night.until duno when that i became lazy and jeco and joan took over.ahhhaah.for once our class gathering JEREMY LIAW turned up la.
really enjoyed the class gathering cum birthday celevrations for titi yest.hahas.titi was dunked into the pool and everyone got dunked soon.hmmm.jiayi,arveen,samuel,derrick,edmund.all of them was dunked into the pool.edmund was the most pro one.he climbed up the tree!hahas.lolls.they wwanted to dunk all those who are leaving ac.tad's me!hahas.i wanted to dive in volunteraily but MR SAMUEL pushed me in.sigh.i din have a chance to dive.loll.oh ya.jeco manage to escape!hahas.everyone started leaving after some tym.hahasyixuan and me was one of the last to leave and jiayi stayed over.hahas.
although i feel sad that i cant stay in ac and have to go to sa i guess i just have to adapt there.i promise tessa that day that i will be happy there.hahas.i will still return to ac!I WILL MISS EVERYONE IN SA6 AND THE CRASHERs!!HAHAS.u noe who you pple are.hahahas.i really must thank everyone that has played a part in my life!hahas.
the days i have in ac are really memorable.there are many many pple tad i will miss!i will go back to find u pple.hahas.dun forget me.the amount of sadness i have in me is somethin i cant express with words.no matter how much i wish to stay in ac but i cant i have to go sa.sigh...hahas.nevertheless.i will be happy and i sure hope SA6 and the crashers plus firedrakers will all be happy.I LOVE YOU PPLE.MUACKS.

2006-12-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

the year 2oo6 is finally comin to an end in just one day and this also means the end of sec school life and the begining of pre u life le.tym just pass veri quickly.the 4 years seems neither long nor neither short.but many many things has really happen and this has reli made mi into a different person in terms of thinkin and character bahs.mostly is bout thinkin i guess.there are many things tad i was first expose to in sec sch life.there are many ppl who played a part in changin mi i guess and this tym i m bloggin cos i just wanna thank them and i duno hw much i can thanks..

to all the teachers who had played a part in moi life:thanks fer the guidance u all have give mi.thanks fer teachin mi precious things tad i cant find in textbooks.

to 2o4'o4:hee.i have been damn bad in class.so psps fer the chaos i created in class.thanks fer leavin footprints in mi and i am sure that the two years of memories will always be etched in our hearts:Di love u all so so much.we must always keep in contact with each other!!

to my bao bei sec 2s: i haven been a good commander when i first took over u all.ya.so sorry bout it.but though u all brought mi a lot of problems and troubles tad results in mi tearin and even wantin to quit sjab.but it is from u ppl tad i grow up and learn how to become a good commander.but the tym is too short fer mi to teach u all wad i have learnt from sjab and u all.i see u all grow and i guess u all see mi change too[duno.maybe i din change:X]hope tad the future path fer u all will be smooth always and tad i m veri proud of u all.reli.i will go back as often as i can and i promise tad.i love u all a lot a lot.all ur faces are etched in my heart.

to jim:thanks fer being the best partner.hahas.thanks fer the encouragement durin the tyms when i wasn't on good terms with the squad.hahas.wish u all the best in NJC!!take care buddy.

to audrey:wonderful chairman!!take care and sorri fer bringin trouble to u yea.and the problems moi cute sec 2s gave u initially.

to all other sjab friends:thanks fer de precious 4 years memories.these are just stuffs we cant buy with money i guess.yea.take care lots and all the best in everyone's future path!!!JIAYOUS wors.

to 4o9'o6:the class tad brought mi joy and tears.hee.i have n been good in class but i tink the class has reli change since sec 3.everyone's thinkin has changed.take care ppl!!the future fer all of us is SHININ!!:Dgonna miss u all

to 761 :DD
rachel:hahas.take care of urself in urr future path.no matter how tough the road ahead of u is.just hang on and move on.the 6 of us will always be there ferr u de.just rmb moi slaps.though i onli say la.but JIAYOU JIAYOU fer everything

meiyi:my divorcee!!hahas.lolls..i forgot how this rumour come bout actualli oso.hahas.but i wan tell u tad i never had been angry with u though i noe u are teasin mi!i tink it is just natural reaction sometyms.sad over.happiness come.thanks fer makin moi tuition life interestin!!

liza:thanks fer bring there fer mi whenever i m down!hahas.u are the most innocent de.so play bluff oso u collect the most cards.hahas.take care in aJC!!.ppl bully u tell mi!!hahas.i bully them fer u.

ziyi:my meimei!!hhahas.lolls.knnown u since pri 5 but reli been friends fer 2 years onli i guess.hahas.thanks fer encouragin mi fer everythin yea.take care in acjc.i will see u there anw.hahas.

yingiu:i noe u since sec 1 or sec 2 in sjab.wasnt reli close with u until sec 3 or maybe sec 4 bahs.thanks thanks thanks fer always endurin with moi rubbish and wadever temper i hv.think u and sinE reli suffered a lot alot.but neverthelesss.thanks fer all the care and concern u have give mi in these yrs.yea.and ah.leave all the unhappy memories behind in 2oo6 and begin a FRESH 2oo7 yea.i will miss u a lot a lot de.loves.huggs.

sinE:yours i tink will hv to be the longest le.but i duno wad to write sometyms cos 9 yrs de friendship veri hard to summarise.i onli noe u are more matured than mi i tink in terms of some stuffs.thanks fer being there fer mi whenever i m down or when i m bullied by THEM[gueess u noe hu]and being moi confidant who noes almost all moi secrets.hahas.i tink we wun have chance to be classmates animore bahs cos we are takin different route but i just hope that everything will just move on smoothly fer u.and if there's anithin u nid mi.feel free to call mi.i will be glad to answer u and lend u moi ears just lyk how ur ears kana bully BY the NICEST mi!!hahas.tc.loves.huggs.

2006-08-28T16:33:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!i m in school muggin hard now and jasmine is beside mi eatin nice nice food.hahas.lame.
now is prelims!!omg!so fast and soon we will be out of NH!!oh yea!!hahas.i hate some teacher nowadays but yea she is under stress to lo.cant blame.so sad!hahas.
shall go back to study le.good luck to everyone!!!hahas..jiayous bahs.when this is over the sec 4s will have the liberation!!

2006-07-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

decided to come blog since i came online.hahas.lolls.

just came home from my ah ma house in TAMPINES!went there at 6 plus left at 8 plus.lolls.2 hours.but is to visit my ah ma.hahas.yea tmr dismiss earli!hahas.cos got o's chinese listenin com!good luck to everyone who is takin.dig ur ears!hahas.lolls.best of luck anw.hahas.got a lot of hwk in the weekend.i realise i lost my SS tys!that is a bit serious lah!hahas.lolls.

prelims oral on tuesday!MUGGIN!hahas.shall tok more tmr to practice.hope i wont tok too loud again or SOMEONE is gonna complain again tad she can hear mi speakin throughout the oral!hahas.lolls.mdm sia is ~~slack~~almost all classes finish oral.left our class nia!!i tink de lah.dunno.best good luck 409 ppl!hahas.we will not let FONSEKA down!hahas.LOLL

shall type something SPECIAL!!!

to sec 2s:
dun be shocked to see tad i m typin to u all in my blog.i din blog since ACPC ended and sjab day.have somethings fer u all!hahas.hope that u all are adaptin well by now!dun be sad animore.u all reli have been a great batch of cadets that i have take.even w/o us u all will do well de cos u all reli got the potential!:Dmust trust my eyesight!hahas.lolls.must take care of urself durin parade tyms.drink more water.any doubts ask ani seniors!thanks fer the bag and the shirt tad u all have given to mi!love it lots.i m sure jim loves the shirt too!hahas.shall put the picture here someday!hahas.lolls.thanks.I LOVE SEC 2s and u all are MISSED by kahhwee.[sec 2s 2oo6 will remain deeply etched in kahhwee's heart!]do ur best!!

to qinzhen:
hey crazy gal!i saw ur blog!yea.u are WELCOME.psps i have been too busy since sch terms starrt that i rejected a lot of lessons.hey i will make up to u kaes.if u anithin duno can just gimme a call too!24/7!hahas.lolls.will always be there fer u to call!!yea babe.rock on!

to 761_*my dearest :))hey gals.it is great to have this gang!hahas.lolls.take care!prelims is coomin and o's too!we shall mug hard hard hard den we shall play our fullest.rmb the chalet[or is HOTEL 81?]!!wait till then we wil rock the world till it turns!jiayous and good good luck luck fer everythingss...hahas.love u all lots!!wo ai ni men hen duo hen duo...SEVEN-of-US!
to chel:ji che?as in fer maths isit?sorri leh.been busy den cant teach!haahs.lolls.call mi anitime now on.i will make myself free to teach u!anw.u have IMPROVE a lot a lot!reli reli.JIAYOUss..

end of bloggin!hahas.shall come here as soon as i m free!hahas.lolls.

2006-07-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

been super long since i came here to blog*blow away dust* shall update today since i came online and just nice i m free to type.hahas.have been busy since the term starts.hwk is lyk never endin de lo..everydae oso have de..now even have projects!!hahas.oh my god!hahas.sec 4 life is HORRIBLE!i lackin in slp!!hahas.

oh yar.world cup ended le and i celebrated my birthday with ITALY!hahas.this yr celebrated 3 tyms!hahas.unforgettable!hahas.lolls.thanks to every single ppl who rmb!hahas.i onli know that when i went to sch the next day my eyes was half open cos was watchin the world cup and i was super tired..hhahas.

the first person to wish is YINGQIU but is 2 hours earlier!hahas.lolls
shall thank everyone one by one!

~761~:xie xie ni men wei wo zuo de card!and the cake!hahas.thanks thanks.wo ai ni men!hahas.u all rock my world!MUACKSsss...

yibing,jiehao,chenhian,zhipeng,tueston:thankew for the pencil case and oso the famous amos cookie!tueston:thanks fer the oreo bubble tea too!i treat u next tym!hahas.u all rock!!huggs.
jinghui:thanks fer the cute cute thing!hahas.it is the tot tad counts kaes.I LOVE U!!hahas..lolls
rutian:thanks fer rememberin my day and wishin mi!hahas.

qinzhen:thanks fer being first to gimme present!i lurve the cookies!!i will teach u more de cos i think i veri slack!psps...

kaiqi:thanks fer callin mi at 12 (n ur gang of ppl!)and singin mi my first badae song!!hahas.ur pig loves u!hahas.tots count more than pressie!hahas.loll.DINNER!!hahas.

puiyin:thankew for the birthday wish!hahas.lolls.SIAM kitchen was NICE!!hahas.meet up!!hahas.loll.

xinyi:thanks fer ur special present!hahas.it is nice!everyone loves it lo.thankS.SUPERwoman!!:D

sec 2s:thanks thanks thanks fer the bag!hahas.lolls.i noe u all must have spent a bomb!thanks.i love u all!u all rock my world TOO!hahas.lolls.i will miss u pppl de!:))to jingying and gang:thanks fer the necklance!

SinE:thanks fer the present..haHAS.u have spent a bomb cos u ate dinner 3 tyms fer my day!hahas.lolls.SEE CLOUD~

bernice,yixuan,yiqi,jasmine:thankew fer the wishes and the piggyy.lurve it lotss.

liqian, rebe: thanks fer the earringss

amelia:thanks fer the present and gng out to dinner with mi!hahas.

audrey,jim,cheewe:thanks fer the shirt.i will wear it de!thanks.rock on.aud:hahas.the design is nice alreadi!

huimin,teohyi,peilin:the necklance is nice!hahas.thanks fer the cards too!

to the rest:thanks fer all ur wishes and everythin!u all are the BEST.

2006-05-21T12:41:00.000+08:00

been long since i upddated.~~well no one reads anw~~
exams are over and almos got back all de results le.screwed most of the papers lah[as in those i have high hopes de!]duno lah.teared also teared le.suan le.i shall work harder for the next exams!

english--55
chinese--62.5
chem--62[rather hapi cos first tym i passed this!]
phy--52[paper 1 n 2 fail is paper 3 help mi pass de!:(]
e maths--69[1 more mark to my A target!forget it.~~i cried.~~]
a-maths--72
biology--70[i was freaked out!]

the rest haven get!haix.i tink my L1R5 can hit more than 2o lah!dunno.okay...
shall come update again sometime this week cos i m busy!hahas.lolls

to someone:SORRY!
to wendy:hahas.loll.not tad weell duh!u dun be sad over ur pure geog le kaes.smile:))
to laojie:disappointed with moi results?bet u are!hahas.
to ziyi:yea.u rock.hahas.my best meimei man u!hahas.
to LOVELY xinyi n yifang:thanks fer ur wishes!
to puiyin:hahas.no la.i not stress la.thanks anw.meet up soon with us to eat yea?hahas.rock on babe.

2006-04-27T01:27:00.000+08:00

not reli in the mood to blog but came aniwae..
suay is the onli word i have
how much injuries have i suffered le
just this week alone
i lost blood
i suffered pain
leg muscles pain
back pain
.........
NAPFA sucks lo.or is it i suck.should be.
did SBJ ard 10 times but yar onli got 158
too heavy to be jumpin:X
too fat!
sit n reach was best!
first tym i did oledi A and the dumb teacher made mi try and try
please lah A le lo!stupid.den in the end i did 5 ttimes when 1st tym i succeed
suck man!!!
my leg was alreadi in pain le lo!
after tad haix..forget it..
i might as well amputated my leg!
everythin suck fer mi lah
paper 1 english
screwed up for sure cos i wrote argumentative
chinese rite until half den realise li ti!
try to salvage but dunno can ma!
KAHHWEE SUCKS!!

~~no one cares so it's okay to suffer!~~

2006-04-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

BIO PRACTICAL!!

ahh....din hv much confidence when i went in to test cos a lot of de labellin i all duno.den went in saw that have to cut onion and do the osmosis test felt more relieve.but then i cut cut ccut then cut until my fingerS.accidentally de lo.wth.super painful.i tink ziyi got scare by mi!cos reli a lot of blood.wad was so conincident was that i rubbed my eyes forgettin that i haven washed moi hands.den i was tearin lah.jasmine n ziyi a bit xia dao!but i tink ziyi noes lah!hahas.lolls.den the gan lao shi oso dun care bout those who cut their finger lo.he just say put plaster and blood will stop!hahas.quite ttrue but moi was a deep cut yea and somemore is more than one finger.

den was the kiwi fruit.and that was when i freaked out cos i tink i dunno how to label and please lo!WE ARE REQUIRED TO COUNT THE NO.OF SEEDS!!kiwi got so mani seeds la!!crazy paper.the food test was screwed up yea.although i did the correct test but moi results was bad bad bad!hahas.i mix up reducing and proteins test lah.though i did correctly and describe the test correctly but moi conclusion was wrong!i tink fail de whole section le lah.!i just hope i will pass the paper cos i tink i wun cos i oso dunno wad i was writin in the answer booklet!

den we were quarantine in the hall yea.we lyk havin a picnic reli.we brought so much food but there was no drink.!hahas.super thristy there lah.hahas.the condition was UNFAVOURABLE fer studyin apparently and so we decided to entertain ourselves and we succeeded lyk siao.we were laughin non stop sia.FUN FUN FUN!hahas.lolls.761 rocks man.hahas.i tink de most funni is when meiyi had to act lyk kailynn to run and when i fell down[i always fall down de!hahas]

den 1 plus dismiss.went home.watch tv.slp until 6 i tink den i woke up do some notes and studied for tmr de paper!i did hmm hrh maths work too!hahas.super tough man!almost went nuts dng that!hahas.lolls.now bloggin lo.after this gng to be pig le cos i m tired again.cos i m a pig!hahas.lolls.byebye

GOOD LUCK TO ALL SEC 3s n SEC 4s for paper ONEE:D

2006-04-25T00:15:00.000+08:00

CHEMISTRY PRACTICAL!!

the first practical paper i took!yea.i think is ~~screwed~~ up le lah!hahas.lolls.cos i dod a total of 7 titrations when onli nid to do 3 to 4 times lo.cos the question there state pale yellow.and when i got dark yellow i keep addin and addin wantin to get pale yellow.den when i just added one more drop, the whole thing neutralise n solution became colourless.added the indicator but no chances so fail--FIRST ONE fail le lo.bad omen!hahas.den went on to do a few more.then was so scared and mrs tan was lyk starin at mi do lah.!got 2 more unsucessful one.the solution same thing became colourless so redo lo.spend super long on titration!den i finish the qn and when i reached the thinking question i was lyk thinking in moi mind "huh!wad the question askin?" TOTAL BLANK!attempted it in the last 2 min and dunno wad i was ritin.just wrote wad mrs siew taught but i tink all i rmb wrongly!hahas.it's okie

yea.den was QA!not tad tough as compared to SEVEn times titration.but was pissed off wiith de solid Z lo.heat heat heat den got nothing except melt.waste a lot of tym tryin to test for ani gases lo.stupid!almost all the test the solution is colourless except the last one read le wil noe wil have ammonia gas...hahas.den end le.went canteen to find the squad!the MR TIAH CHERNG YEW shouted his command when the practical was still gng on and it DISTURBED mi!i gonna kill him man!hahas.xinyii took them and apparently i heard is changin parade!hahas.lolls.

saw jessie the pro poker card gal playin the cards again!she superb man.she wanted to play with mi and i told her i confirm lose de cos i veri slow de lo.promise her i will play with her tmr de!hahas.she was playin with daphne!rebe was dng her homework and jinghui was havin her oral from wad i heard!hahas.lolls.den i went home.

on the way home reli laugh non-stop lo.yixuan!!hahas.she was crappin throughout the journey back and i was laughin lyk mad!super lame lo she!pro pro!den plus got sinE.oh my!~~lame+lame=OH MY GOD!!~~hahas.den went to the supermarket.stayed there for long cos we were roamin for food!hahas.den went home.saw my dumb cousin yea.

tmr got bio paper 3!!ah..please have somethin easi to draw or i tink i will imagine the pix and draw myself lo!!hahas.hope i know how to label man!and we are the first shift..7 of us has decided to have a PICNIC!hahas.

good luck to all takin bio paper tmr!!huggs.

2006-04-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

todae is the rest day:D

went out in de morning to have lesson.wake up at 6 lo!super earli for mi cos i slp at 1 yest after being pester by cousin.understand quite a lot of the lesson and enjoy the lesson.

came home at bout 2 den eat lunch den fell aslp at 4 i tink..woke up at 6 i tink!hhaas.lolls.
got the blur look and the super den tired de face.took out the book and started readin it!hahas.i just finished studyin for tmr de chem!hahas..lols.i realised tad i took a bloody long tym to study cos i was multi-taskin![shall kick off this habit!argh!]den now a but tired le.feel lyk gng to slp again!but if i slp i will feel lyk pig.so i hv decided to find somthin to do later.haven decide.mayb i finish moi book!ahhhhhhhh.

feel lyk runnin cos when i run i wun feel slpy de!i will feel more awake and got more energy!hahas.dunno dunno dunno.shall go off le.tmr is the first practical test ever.hope i wun go insane!hahas.later i add wrongly den BOMB!

to ALL chemistry students:good luck fer tmr de practical!!

2006-04-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

this entry is specially fer YINGQIU!

babe.dun be sad le lah.ur entry is veri sad u noe!hahas.lolls.must be lyk mi got happi n CUTE entry yea!hahas.dun think so much..i can guess who u tokin bout.remember the xiaoo fon fon face!hahas.den u will smile lyk wad u did yest!hahas.U ARE NOT EXTRA in thee gang and never will u be.dun let wad happen last yr happen again yea.we will be the best gang ever in nhss.we are one.no one is extra.there are no pairs.there are onli SEVEN.the onli no in our mind is SEVEN no 2 not 6 onli 7 yea.hahas.take care kaes.though i m not a great confidant but u can be lyk bernice.yest she sad den i let her hit my butt.den after hittin she is happy lo!hahas.u rock k.but if u oso wan hit moi butt let mi noe hrh.dun secretly hit!hahas.lolls.

U ROCK!i stone!hahas.kahhwee[ur naima:D] <3>

2006-04-22T09:42:00.000+08:00

been a few days since i blog yea.hahas.ziyi was sayin i din blog!hahas.lolls.

yest was sports day yea.4o9 got 3 final events yea.hahas.lolls.though we din win anithin but we are proud of ourselves cos this yr almost every event got ppl take part.was shoutin lyk mad yest!hahas.lolls.den todae a bit no voice lo.hahas.we took lots of foto yest.our class tee is cool lo.hahas.impressin yea!hahas.lolls.my sch shoes was soaked in mud and i took water and wash it.in the end i go home in wet shoes and the shoes is super yucky!threw it away after i reaached home!hahas.my mummy promised mi a bew shoes cos i dun hv ani more sch shoes at home lo.lalala~

last few days go sch lyk veri sians lo.some lessons was interestin some was super bored.and yea.thursday i reach home at 8 plus 9 lah..tad was a hectic day indeed lo.!hahas.i forgot wad i did on wednesday le!hahas.tink i came home rather late de lah.after roamin ard in the supermarket with sinE for cereals!hahas.lolls.

later returnin to sch fer physics by mrs chiang!hahas.she coome back specially de lo!i m touched!hahas.den i gng tuition after tad before gng to buy my sch shoes!hahaas.

to yingqiu:dunno wad had happen lah yest.but aniwae just cheer up kaes.<3
to BERNICE:hahas.u hit my butt le so cannot sad le kaes.cheers!i noe u <3 my butt.
yiqi.sinee.qinzhen.jasmine:naichung:GREAT JOB yea!hahas.u people rock!rest well!

2006-04-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

oh yea.here i m updatin moi blog.hahas.not much happenings.

monday.
late for sch.went in at 0800h and edmund was there nagging, he made sinE run to chaiyi n called her back lo.wth.rubbish.late den late lah.not as if i pon sch lo.[actualli din wan to go le lo cos of de fact tad we are already late].this was wad he scolded us:
NG:do u all noe wad is de tym now?
us:......
NG:.....how are u all gng to set a good example for ur juniors when they see u cumin in at 0800
us:....
NG:wad's more you all are from uniform grp.u al always scold ur cadets fer being late but look at the timee...
and he went on and on, din realisin he actually wasted more tym lah.pls lo.we scold cadets is different from LATE FROM SCHool lo.bus come late oso our fault.in uniform grp, we oso got tok logic de lo.i tink BB dunno all this logic cos they got such a teacher!interestin!he even scolded sinE for puttin her hands against the wall[put hand on wall oso CRIME?]

fonseka called moi house and apparently, my mummy cant understand a word he was talkin so he was asked to call moi daddy.and moi daddy called at 0900 immediately after bio!yea.told moi dad i was late and so on..explain...den after sch is sj.everythin became so hectic suddenly cos i tink too long nv take parade le.everythin was in a rush i tink!oopss.yea last parade.tok to them.do drills.play games..after parade.tok to cadets again..okay.den i went home!hahas.

today de lesson okay lah.PE--i go run despite the doctor sayin i shd not run and i was given excuse for PE!yea.but i still run so in the end the leg was veri pain and i have to take lift up.i tried to endure pain to walk and run now.must ren tong.dun care le.shall let it recover these few days lo.wad to do!hahas.chem was tiring cos we walk all ard to find a place to have lessons but not bad lah.den after sch is geog.yea.got back results.okay lah.nt veri good oso.

den after the geog "remedial" went to canteen to eat and we[bernice gang n 761] were playin the squattin game.yayaya.i was the one kana tricked and i was happily doin thad by myself in the whole canteen.yea.den we went ard trickin ppl to play with us.yea.den after sometime was sick of the game.den we play animal concentration.i was the onli one who no nid to do forfiet and xiaowei said that they all all got do so unfair i din do so i went to run.i tink bernice took video..lolls.i noe my runnin veri farnie lah.!it's okie as long as everyone can SMILE!:Dhahas.lolls.fun day lah.den they went home and i stayed to wait fer daddy come fetch!hahas.end of day!

oh yar!the sentosa foto i upload le!!yea...

2006-04-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

*yawnss*i m super tired.my eyes are closin by itself!hahas.shall go slp after bloggin and after gettin the class tee designs.hee.

todae rather slack lah.morning wake up brush teeth blah blah blah...den went to see the chinese physician.the last one i saw was proved to be of no use.this one din do anithin to moi leg.just gave mi many medication to take.just lookin at the tablets can make mi...gosh...i hate eatin tablet medicine lo!but have to eat.and I HV TO ABSTAIN FR COLD DRINKS FOR 2 WEEKS[torturous man!!]

den meet xiaowei in clem outside macs cos i din wan to go in yea.was bz with the book i was readin.hahas.den went tuition.was dng chem there.hahas.i learn oxidation n reduction and revise organic chem le!at least i did somethin todae.oh yar.i did 9 questions of functions at hm.den left at 515.i slp through the journey and when i woke up i realised i was reachin moi stop!hahas.lolls.

came hm eat den went out with family again.reached home at bout 1030.i was arguin with mr. CHNG KAH HUI on de way back.apparently he din allowed mi to listen to the songs i wan to!!hahas.lolls.okay.shall end here cos i m slpin.will b gng queensway tmr to look at the class t sizes.yea.nites.

i m dng a BIG PROJECT!!hahas.

2006-04-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

hahas.had a wonderful day todae!hahas.lolls.went sentosa with 761 w/o liza:( but we are forever as SEVEN!hahas.lolls.

we created mani wonders todae!hahas.woke up at 730 den started packin and do wadever i nid--includin medication on the swollen leg which became real swollen when i was at sentosa[in fact b4 i went it was alreadi lyk tad le.haix.went fer X-rays!]den i went to sinE house and meet her!help her find toothpick fer her chicken tad she cooked apparently.took 131 to harbour to meet de rest and we were late by ONE min!haahas.MEIYI CUT HER HAIR.she looked normal just the hair shorter onli lah.not much diff!hahas.

took the shutter bus there.bought tickets.went to palawan.went toilet to change to casual and my shorts is veri long[nt the shorts long is mio legs short YEA!]we sat there thinkin wad to do for a while.took tons of fotos before we went into the sea.den we used sunblock provided by ziyi and the face one by chel to prevent sunburn![ouch!]went into the sea.realise the sun was not hot lah.den we play play play.den we suddenly saw some fishes!yea fishes--small ones and we were so excited.

we went to borrow a small container and started to chase the fishes wantin to drive them into the container lah.but to no avail yea--after a long period [tink >15mins] we still din chase ani!hahas.so we gave up and started playin with the divider[dunno wad it is call] in the sea.we sat on it and play.sinE stand on it and meiyi fell into the water!heehee.den we were all laughin!not cos of MY lah!hahas.lolls.den played in the high tide waves!after that we went onshore[tink is 1130 lyk tad!]we had our picnic and we were tryin various combinations of eatin the food.hahas.bread+hotdog+tuna+chachos!cool combi!but it was nice.we sat there eat eat eat.crap crap crap.den meiyi went to bathe and she went off[sad:(]

the best part comes.we continue to take fotos lah.yea.this tym ryte all de fotos are those cute cute de.we picked up flowers on the floor and took fotos with them on our head!hahas.everyone got take one at least!i took a lot even with the coconut!hahas.lolls.yea the coconut.after takin fotos all of us sitting down.den sinE was there knockin the coconut against the stone[this was the most exciting part of the day!!hahas.super long period of tym]hahas.den we join her in knockin!hahas.we pull the husk which was super duper hard and thick!oh mians!we used a lot of strength!!hahas.lolls.den we keep hittin the coconut on the stone and.....

FINALLY IT OPENED....
all the coconut juice come out lo!hahas.sinE poured away her plain water away n filled e bottle with the coconut juice!oh my!it was damn sweet lo the juice and it was our EFFORT!den we were thinkin of ways to break the husk further!hahas.den we realise de flesh a bit hard so din eat much although we break it into half!hahas.lolls.fun fun fun!

den rest a while.talk a while and we went to bathe cos rainin and we left sentosa at bout 1400h i tink.hahas.went home

to 761:wwE rock man.one day all of us will unite there.not anione less!hahas.lolls.
to liza:dun so stress bout class T kaes.kahhwee is here!hahas.lols.

SENTOSA ROCKS :D

2006-04-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

yea.here i m to blog.first time i bloggin fer this week.many things have happen!hahas.
mondae was the sad sad dae where most ppl cried!haix.dun understand why he chose the way to end his life.everyone was sad.i realise tad i sort of help him b4.tad tym at the fitness corner.when the news was announced many who dunno him cried.dropped tears.haix.just hope his classmates will be used w/o him.cheers.

den the rest of the week was rather hectic.de geog test which was meant to be held on mondae was postponed to nxt week lah.wth.oopss.hahas.lolls.den got a lot homework plus nid to settle some stuff.my swollen leg is slowly recoverin and i no nid to walk with a limp le!hurray!it is painful to walkk with a limp!hahas.lolls.but todae come back the leg a bit painful cos of the catchin i played in sch todae yea!hahas.lolls.MEIYI!!hahas.

i simply lurve wednesday de lesson cos i wun slp tad dae de.up down up down we went!hahas.lolls.tiring to walk up down the 5 storeys but at least tad managed to keep mi awake throughout the whole dae yea!hahas.lolls.dunno lah!den todae which is thursday is known as fonseka dae cos 11 periods of lessson den 5 is his and assemblly hv to see him.realised tad he is becomin lamer in his teachin!listen to his lesson will be lyk bein in the air-con room!hahas.

okay.i went tuition todae after waitin fer meiyi and playin catchin and teasin my cousin!hahas.lolls.went there den go draw cash den go eat!hahas.we bought kinder buneo!hahas.cos we are kids!hahas.the toy was nice!hahas.lolls.den jane was tellin mi bout the salvation army which i have no affilation to.and she keep sayin i m a precious one![I NOE I M!!]den i was bout to go nuts!hahas.i played the idiot game with her but changed it to smart game cos she dun lyk the word IDIOT apparently.and APPARENTLY mi xw n my spend a super long tym on the game with her lah!oh mian!hahas.she a bit lack!hahas.lolls.bad mi bully tutor!hahas.

shall end here!hahas.lolls.tmr gng sentosa with gang!they rock moi life man!we gonna rock sentosa tmr!hahas!

jing:smile kaes!i miss the smile on ur face
rutian:hahas.my funni faces can entertain u !hahas.
to meiyi:u todae is take ur own fotos ah.take so long!
to xw:moi legg hurts lo after runnin after KOK!!nxt tym ask her find u!hahas.

~~life is but a misery sometimes.~~