the thought of losing her is really scary
18 years of relationship is not as short as you think
her care her love her concern
her face her hands and the warmth that she gave me

much as i wish to suffer in her place i cant
much as i wish i m the one who got the illness i cant
much as i wish i wish i wish but i just cant do anything

now i can only pray that the illness does not torture her
pray that god will not take her away from me
pray that if she is really leaving let her leavee without pain