i dunnno what has beeen going on recently.my mood has been changing.changing badly.i dun wan to be emo but sometimes i cant help it.what can u expect when u are supposed to handle endless amount of homwork, endless remedial lessons that end at 7 and have to study for tests and exams that are coming up!!!sometimes i really dunno how to control myself.i will just lose control of myself and isolate myself.i dun really show how i feel sometimes but sometimes i am faced with no choice but to show it.how i wish that i can smile and make the smile everlasting.how much i wish life could be so much simple.school is nothing but a nutshell that i go and leave as and when.some of the knowledge can be acquired by ourselves.school has no meaning no life nothing!only some friends.SOME ONLY!!that sucks.

i went back to nanhua today and even though it is quite late i could still feel some school spirit..this is something i cant feel in SA.i know that the school has school spirit but it does not have the soul.meeting the ac classmate before that and hugging them just makes my day.being with them is comfortable but i m sorry tessa.we need to meet up soon!!!sorry.yixuan and titi that two joker never fails to make me giggle like some IMH pple.wth.i bet i will go there soon.titii will get admitted earlier than me!haha.cos he is crazy!!seriously mad!haha.yixuan too!!and i m badly affected but i mean i dun mind meeting them everyday cos they really make my day.they really brighten up my day:))

jessica and ryan too:))haha.jess that joker spoilt the balloon i made!when i manage to protect it so well:)) she is mean la.broke my heart so much.but her cookies brought the smile back to my face cos they are really nice and COLOURFUL!!!!like rainbow but not that much of colours:))and that piggy entertained me when he is doing proj and laughing at me when i play neopets.haha.he claim he din!haha.maybe i was laughing at myself:))but yupp.thanks.eat the cooookiesss

not forgetting 761:))talked to meiyi over the phone and told her some stuffs that is funny.then was chatting with chel about some stuffs.and her msg yest made me laugh cos it was bout my name.for pple who know bout this i bet they will laugh badly cos that was wad my classmate did when i show her my msg!!thanks for listening to my streesss yingqiu and sinee(yq will brief her).if not for the two of you i think my stress level will increase by a lot.only the two of you really understand me.thanks.

i really wish that i can set up a school with all the nice people and all my friends in the same class!!though there may be clashes but they are still the best companions i have in my life.without them i m nothing.without them my day will be real dull everyday.not even a bit of light:))i really treasure and cherish each and every friendship.i really really hoope that all these will last!!but i duuno how long but just hope that it will move on and on and on.......:))