i m finally blogging after leaving my blog to rot.
went to watch the rugby match, RJ vs AC. cheer up AC ruggers esp my friends.you all played very well.wonderful game.TAKE MORE REST:D
i feel so guilty after watching the match and esp when i say jeco who came back from the badminton games.there was badminton match and like i should go down to support sa because is like i m in badminton.but i din and went down to rj to support the ac ruggers instead.no matter how i persuaded myself to go to support the badminton team.and what's more i should be supporting MY OWN SCHOOL but I JUST CANT. i dun feel anything for sa.i dun wan to support them esp when they play against ac.i dun have a sense of belonging there and i think that is the main reason why i m not supporting the teams there.i tried convincing myself to accept the school.but whenever i try to do somethin to accept the school, i would end up hating the school more because of some stuffs that happen.i dun wan to tell my ac friends these as i dun wan them to worry.i promise them that i will adapt but i really really cant.when i was screaming and cheering for the ac team, i felt that i was still part of the school but I M NOT already.i should be doing all these screaming and shouting in SA but if i were there, i bet nothing would come out from me as i dun wan to cheer for them.what the hell am i thinking actually.sa is my school.ac is not my school anymore!!!AHHHH.sucks la.kahhwee sucks big time.hhow can i ever convince myself to like my school, to support the teams??when the ac pple were cheering, i can totally feel their spirit and how much they supported the team with all their might.i think in sa i would never ever see such a situation.there wasnt much support for most of the games.take like badminton, only one girl from the cca went down to support.it was supposed to be two BUT THE SUCKY KAHHWEE CHOOSE TO GO RJ.what the hell is this..!!forget it la.kahhwee just sucks!!
MY LIFE IS SCREWED FROM THE DAY OF RESULTS.KAHHWEE JUST SUCKS LA.EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS SCREWED AWAY.I SHOULD JUST ISOLATE MYSELF FROM THE REST OF THE WORLD AND HIDE SOMEWHERE WHERE I DUN NEED TO FACE ALL THESE.I SUCK!!!