everything has to have a beginning and an endin.we live with regrets everydae.sorry fer causin the unhappiness yar.just put all the blame on mi if u wish to lah.i duno how to give it a endin.i m sad with the way things are handled and i m reli at a lost for any actions to carry on.just put all faults tad happen onto mi so everyone will feel fine and happier.life still carry on.

to sec 2s:i m loss for words as to wad to telll u all.blame mi fer handliing things the wrong way tad u all dun even wan to tok to mi and jim yar.everything is moi fault.i will just leave quietly if u all wan.fine with mi as long as u all are satisfied with the endin.have u all realised how much sadness and misery have u all brought into my life ever since we took over.i have been sufferin this again and again and no matter how much effort i took to speak to u all, nothin seems to be changing.i reli dun wan to interfere in u all animore.i hv done moi part and if u all till think we are bias den forget it.everything we do just does not seem good to u all.fine.we leave and u all will be super happpi i noe.no more pumpin.no more unreasonable scolding and no more SGT KAHHWEE.just let her be away from u all and everythin will be happi fer u all.everythin wil have the most perfect endin.

to jim:sorry too yea.fer all the unreasonable words tad u got from mi!sorry.i will just leave silently if they reli think it is the way to make them more satisfied.i dun wan her to be hurt.take it tad i m tryin to protect her but she does deserve the protection.she is alreadi veri weak and no one understand the feelin of lonliness she have in her.sorry.

to sinE n seowLi:thanks fer these few days fer always being there fer mi to cheer mi up when i needed the encouragement.thanks fer eerything.thanks fer mendin the wound i hv again and again imflicted by them day by day as it gets deeperr and deeperr.

to kaiqi:sorry that i have disappoint u.i reli reli dun wish to continue in this state of mind.the complains are enuf.i m gng nuts soon.i cannot cope with the squad animore.sorry fer u puttin some hopes in mi.thanks fer the encouragement u gave mi when i needed them but the disappointment they gave mi and the complains they have brought everything down.sorry fer disappointing u.

to mdm yvonne:sorry tad i was not able to control my emotions.but i m reli at my wits.i reli have enuf of sufferings in this half a year.everything i do just doesnt seem ryte to the sec 2s.all the effort tad jim n i put in were useless..

to all seniors:sorry fer disappointin u all.sorry fer everything.sorrry tad u all have truusted the wrong person to take the sec 2 squad.i m a total failure.sorry.